How I Wish I am here

我又回来了~

2011-04-07T21:44:00.002+08:00

昨天..突然不开心起来..
就很自然的走到游乐场去..
玩已经陪我已有十年的游戏..
之前有提过的..
Time Crisis 2..
遇到了两个马来人在玩tag team..
挺不错的..
双方都互相帮忙..
很快的就把第一关给打过..
我也很久没看到有人玩了..
但很可惜..
其中一位在第二关就game over了..
另一位也因为如此..
失去了信心..
五分钟后也输了..

嗯..终于轮到我咯!!
我不玩tag team..
只玩solo..
虽然我比他们两还强..
而也一定把关给打玩..
但是.......
当他们两离开时..
是在嘻嘻哈哈的骂对方怎么那么烂!!
而我是独自,毫无表情的离开..
有真够闷的..!

到现在的心情都没有好转..
其实..我已经在努力着改变..
尽量的不单独执行..
但总觉得有东西就快发生..
一些会让我失望的事..

一年前的回忆.....

2011-01-10T22:10:00.002+08:00

往往会觉得自己其实有够笨的..
老是回忆起以前的事..
搞得自己时常不开心的..
所以昨晚也想了很多..
也已经决定要把以前的东西给忘了..
是时候把不该留的东西给丢了..
也包括这里大部分的回忆..
虽然我把所有东西写在这..
是为了以后老了..
还能够读到自己年轻的美好回忆..
但持中是已过去了的事..
并不能挽留些什么..
反而读起来会更难过..
而更加责怪自己为什么当时没有好好的珍惜..
我并不要再留念了!!

我的本性一像来都是宁愿自己不开心..
也不愿看到身边的人不高兴..
但最近才发现到..当围绕你的人发现你不开心..
而还在逗大家开心时..反而他们会更难过..
虽然我不知道为什么你们看得出..
因为..我的表情一向都是嘻嘻哈哈的..
我这么做其实也是想看到大家开开心心的..
因为我不想大家....跟我一样..
而你们的欢笑就是我最大的安慰..
这也是我活在这世上的原因..
也因为如此让我记载着我跟大家的回忆其中之一..

我并不想再如此下去了..
我也想过得开心点..
虽然有点困难..
但必须坚持下去..
并不能再回忆以前小时候的家庭温暖..
而应该向前看..那才会进步..

好!!一年前的所有回忆!!告别了!!
而..........嗯....
好..就说到这..

到此一笔..晚安.

难得的一天..

2011-01-07T01:03:00.002+08:00

今天工作很累..
感觉有点头晕的..
所以就想找个地方静静的休息一下..
想了一想..
啊..才发现到.......
所以吃饱后就到巴士总站里发呆..
呆到一点才回公司..
总算头脑是轻松了点..

晚上和姐姐一起吃饭..
姐夫和爸妈一起..
感觉很开心..
也是这几个星期里笑最多的一天..

我开始明白了自己想要些什么..
虽然还是很模糊..
但..我已开始珍惜现在的时间..
来和家人共同度过..
也不愿老是呆在电脑前面..
虽然姐已结婚.. 但也不算迟吧?

好的..晚安..
适当的压力才会产生有效的冲劲力哦..加油!!

繁忙又奇怪的一天.

2011-01-04T23:28:00.002+08:00

昨天才说每天都有空闲时间..
今天就忙得要命!!
厂里发生了些问题..
得亲自下去看看才行..
从办公室走去既然需要10分钟..
真累人..
但其实还好的..
让我过得充实点..
要不然..脑袋一空..
就开始想那些不开心的东西..

一眨眼就放工了..
我妈今天想吃kfc..
所以我们就去那间同样的kfc..
坐在同样的位子..
就想起当时尴尬但又好笑的情景..
但心情并没什么好转..
大概又是一样的原因吧..

回到家了..
在家里徘徊好几次..
总觉得感觉怪怪的..
应该是不习惯吧?

嗯...明天再看如何..
累了呢..
晚安..

嗯.....

2011-01-02T22:55:00.002+08:00

今天6点就起身..
准备好后就往婆婆家去..

我当时是超累的..
所以就在沙发上睡着了..
突然被很多人的笑声吵醒..
张开眼睛一看..
我其中一个堂妹在看我睡觉..
这个感觉很熟悉..
所以就马上跳了起来..
呵呵..
但最终没有陪她玩..
因为..
我只疼爱我一个表妹.. 因为是她让我第一次感受到离别的难受和其实,小孩是蛮可爱的想法..

12月31号

2011-01-02T22:19:00.002+08:00

跟朋友到海边bbq..
虽然是蛮热闹的..
加我总共有十个人..
但对我来说..感觉就只有两三个人的气氛..

吃饱了..就自己静静的趟在朋友车前上..
望着天空..
开始发呆了起来..
想了一想..
嗯..怎么我好像失去了很多东西..
心情一直到现在都没有好转..
一直到我拿起了我的手机..
心情才好了一点..

而我就是如此带入我的心情..
来迎接2011年..
今年会更好!!
这是我相信将会达成的!!
嘻嘻..

新年快乐...

再次谢谢你陪我度过2010年最难忘的最后一个星期..^^

过去的回忆

2010-12-30T21:03:00.002+08:00

12月是我最期待的月份..
因为知道圣诞节又来了..
虽然是最期待的,
但也是最难受的一个月..
呵..真矛盾..

还记得小时候..
爸妈就时常带我们到云顶玩..
每年的圣诞节都是在云顶过..
都有爸妈和姐的陪伴..
一起赏烟花..
时间久了..就只剩爸和姐陪我..
一直到我们长大了..
就只剩下姐的陪伴..

如今....就应该只剩我一个人了吧..
姐姐刚结婚了..
刚开始..还觉得应该没问题吧?
但并不如此..
虽然说姐在结婚之前..
有时没回来睡了..
但感觉真的很不一样..
你那张超乱的床..
满台包包的桌..
还有你吵闹的声音
突然消失了......
我很不习惯..
我也很后悔没跟你谈多一些..

上个星期..你有在家..
我等你睡了..就偷偷睡在你旁边..
回忆以前我们小时的快乐时光..
在陪你试衣的那天起..我就开始不舍得了..
在那三天里,我一滴眼泪都没流..
我还显得很坚强的样子..
我不想你难过..所以我忍!
当天看你上车后眼睛都红了..
坚持!!
星期一在公司...终于忍不住了..
在厕所呆了半小时..
永远祝福你姐..

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今年的圣诞节真的特别难受..
但还好是过得很充实..
已经很久没人静静的陪我逛街了..
总算有了一个很温顺的安慰..
也在这个时间..回忆妳以前小时候的情景..
也真难得我们还能如此一起逛街..
毕竟前几年的我们变得很陌生..

虽然很短暂..但却很充实..
虽然很不舍得..
但也是无法避免的..
就如你所说的..
我们得向前看..
想不到你已有18岁的思想..
真的另我..吓了一跳..

其实我知道你想玩滑冰哦!
但我知道你很乖..所以没开口..
明年你们再回来的时候..
我们就玩个痛快咯!!

今天就写到这了..
晚安啦..

谢谢妳的安慰和关心..我真的很开心有你的陪伴..

~MeMoRy LanD2~

2010-07-28T03:32:00.004+08:00

Every post that I have..

Is all about my memory..
We don't know what will happen tomorrow..
That's why I wrote it here..
I want my memory to last longer..

Memory is my everything..
I learn from my Memory..
I get to know who really care me..
I get to know who I should appreciate..
I grow to be better..
and I live for my Memory..

Year -1998
When I was standard 5..
As a young little kids..
My parent know that.. I like to play shooting game..
and we use to go Genting at that time..
They will definitely bring me to play this kind of game..

The game that they play with me always call
Time Crisis 2..
A very famous game at that time..
Is a 2 player link game with 3 stages..
My Dad don't know how to play..
but he still accompany me..
and I am quite stupid that time..
Spend lots of my Dad money..
but still cant event clear even 1 stage..
Is really a waste of money..
After a couples of years..
Left only my Sister accompany me with patient..
She never play but no complain at all..

....................................Until....................................

Current - 2010

This game is still an active game for me..
Whenever I am feel bad..
or under pressure..
I will be in front of the screen and start shooting..
Even they are no longer accompany aside me..
But.. I can still feel of the time they are with me at the pass..

Some people might think that I am childish..
and also outdated since the latest is crisis 4 or 5?
I don't really care about it..
I just wanna do something that I want..
Something that refresh my Memory..

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I use to play linked while last time..
Because still a newbies..
Keep on dying and dying..
That's why need some help from others..

But since last few year..
I had change to play.. Solo..
The reason that make me change my mind is..
Getting lesser people to play this game..
and less reliable player to share the burden..

Gene did play link with me while form 5..
and we play quite well too.. :)
That's the last memory that I have..
Which I play linked in this game..

Time flew and everything change..
That's what we believe..
and that's the facts we need to accept..

I have already get use to.. it..
Even there is some sudden crisis happen..
But is now getting back to normal..
and this would be the best choice to me..

This game is already be with me for 12 years..
Last 2 days.. I made something make me surprise..
Whereby.. I break my score board..

A record which I think how come I can reach that score at last time..
With a huge different..

From here..
I learn something through my Memory.. Where..
Think will never change anything..
You will Only see the different..
When You make a Move..

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Take this chance to quote something..

Memory is the mother of all wisdom.

Memory can glean, but can never renew. It brings us joys faint as is the perfume of the flowers, faded and dried, of the summer that is gone.

Memories were a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day.

Nobody ever forgets where he buried the hatchet.

So live that your memories will be part of your happiness.

Memory is the treasury and guardian of all things.

Memory is the diary that we all carry about with us.

It may be no more than a memory, but if it is a worthy one I shall not regret the price.

Memory in youth is active and easily impressible; in old age it is comparatively callous to new impressions, but still retains vividly those of earlier years.

There’s no disappointment in memory, and one’s exaggerations are always on the good side.

Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.

We don’t remember days; we remember moments.

A diplomat is a man who always remembers a woman’s birthday but never remembers her age.

It doesn’t matter who my father was; it matters who I remember he was.

Nothing improves the memory more than trying to forget.

The true art of memory is the art of attention.

The palest ink is better than the best memory.

Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory.

~Thank You~

时间..时速..时光..

2010-07-18T07:34:00.002+08:00

啊~~~(SIGH)..
又是一天很自然的早晨惊醒..
睡不着了..
所以就跑去洗澡..
还真够冷的呢..
不过..就还蛮清爽叻..呵呵..

两年与两个月的时间..
既然比我想象中还来得不一样..

每件事情的起因,
都有他的因素..
所以我相信这就是我的命运..
让我体会到不一样的感觉..
让我的生命更加的精彩..

可是,
灿烂的时光就是如此的短暂..
我已好久..没笑得那么开心了..
那一种完全没有烦恼的开心与笑声..
早已不会再我的身上感受到了..
就再那短短的几分钟吧?
就被几通电话拉回了现实的世界..

我并没有埋怨..
因为我知道..
不属于你的东西,就是不属于你的东西..
我不贪心..
对我来说..这..已足够了..

还能够使用头脑思考的我,
时间..要说长不长,要说短不短..

再加上时间过得如此的快..
我也得好好的拼了..

而所有我经历过的回忆..
将会永远陪伴着我..
也是因为有你们的存在..
使到我的生活如此的精彩..
谢谢~

My 2 years exp

2010-07-03T16:24:00.002+08:00

2 years of experience..
Seems to be a short time..

But..
I had face lots of interesting experience..
which I think..
is nt everyone have the chance to exp it..
going for my 1st flight trip soon..
and I will take this time to refresh everything..

Is a bit rush now to write everything..
But i wanna post something before I went out..

Will u feel very exciting while gonna meet ur gf/bf on the next day?
and will u feel bad until cry while left?

That's something I had experience..
and it makes us more on appreciate the time v been tgt..
Is a very hard time for us..
but is wonderful when v meet up..

Distance..

2010-06-22T22:53:00.002+08:00

Remember this view?
I shud have take a nite time view..
As is the real view we look at while sat nite..

This place is located in Johor..
Where is near to Singapore..

From the place I took this pic to Malaysia custom..
Is only a 10-15 min..
But is very far away if we look from the view..

Sat nite..
I show u something about the ways of Malaysian work in Singapore..
A rough pic of how they drive to Sg everyday..
and Yes, as u said.. is far and tired..

But STILL they cont repeating the tiring life..
cos at the end.. they get wat they want..
In my case..
Is even worst as u noe..
even far away from sg..
Tiring..
But v have a sweet time..
doesn't matter.. rite?
=)

We dont know what will happen tomorrow..
Therefore,
I will appreciate our this rls..

Ermm.. Sighs..

2010-06-10T21:12:00.002+08:00

Ya, its truth,
Things happen with a reason..

Whatever u have done,
it will have a outcome..
Its just depends on is a bad or good outcome..

The week before this..
I meet v my boss quite frequently..
he told me that..
We will be meeting more frequently..
because I am leaving the company..

After some discussion and argument..
I start to think lots of thing..
especially while I am alone..

Am I really Wrong?
Or Because He Duno About Me?
I will find out this ans someday..
For the moment..
I consider myself as wrong..
Because he is an experience guy..

Responsible..
Ok..
Lets let go it slowly..
In a better way to suits working environment..
zzzzzzz,,

Countdown 14 days more..
I will be v KJCF..
Pressure nvr end..
Ermm................................................................

Finally.. Decision Being Made..

2010-05-26T22:12:00.002+08:00

My life.. is colorless..
After joining in the co..
I spend most of the time in the co..
7:45am-6pm..
Tat is 11 hours of my time for a day.
Plus my sleeping time 5 hours.
Driving + dinner = 3 hours.
Shower and some cleaning stuff = 1 hour.
How many time i left for myself?
Yes, is 4 hours.
What can I do in this 4 hours?
not much.. surf net, play games.
Tats what I can do now..

I am tired..
Tiring of facing those stupid figure..
Which no matter how I count..
the figure wont match..
and makes my report even worst.
Relationship with superior doesn't seems to be good..

Therefore,
I have decided.. to give resignation letter..
No more reason for me to stay there..
As I never given a chance to learn..
I have a nice time in warehouse..
Being taught probably..
But not in sales..

I was proud to be 1 of the KJCF Sales Exe..
I have tried my best to keep on..
But, tat's it..

Thank you very much to my boss who hired me as 1 of the employee in KJCP..
What you have teach me be4, I wil always remember..
But there is something I would like to let u noe..

I am not an ego person even I am the only son in the family..
Sometime I keep quiet while u scolding me..
it doesn't mean I am angry..
I am actually blaming myself Y keep on repeat same mistakes..

But It doesn't matter for u and me now..
As now I am jz a person who going to left the company soon..

~Cont again while my last day in KJCP.~

Bro's 21st birthday woohoo~!

2010-05-19T22:03:00.006+08:00

After a year of celebrating frenz's 21st birthday..

Cant imagine that I stil got chance to wish my bro in this year..

yeah.. thats rite.. my bro's 21st birthday party.
being invited.. lols...

Reach there around 8:30pm..
Mana saya tau ur party is at 1st floor o?
Tak beritahu pun~
I ma go btm find u lo.. swt betul.

Anyway, thx 4 the invitation..
I appreciated it..
get to know her brother and their frenz..
nice to meet u all. :)
and thx for chatting v me..
abo really duno wat to do over there. =x

here is some "pic" tat i have took over there.
darryl-ttc.blogspot.com
Wish Comes True~

Camera at here ler bro.. =.=

the key bigger than mine ==
(but mine nicer ler? xD)

Ya.. my Bro and me ( v a tired oily face ==)
my bro leng chai? xp

Welcome to 21st club bro.. lols..
All the best to you.. ^^v

1 year and 7 Month Suffering.

2010-04-25T16:38:00.002+08:00

1st.. I am proud to be with my company.
But..
I have to say that..
I already give up myself in this company..

After working for so long in this company.
I feel stress for nth.

My boss..
always say us no initiative to work for the company.
BUT..
while we have the initiative to work..
What we have get?
WE GET NTH!!!!!!!!!!!

I have work until 11pm before..
imagine is from 7:45am to 11pm at nite..
But what we get? zzzz..
Company wont think that is our initiative..
instead shud be a MUST for us..

company keep on makes me feel disappointed..
As a sales person in the company..
I do not have any petrol allowance.. FINE!
company say I am stil new in the company..
But even I request to claim back for car repair cost..
THAT also I cant get back!!

Thats WHAT I MEAN!!
we as the sales person.. we use our own car..
sometime even send heavy stuff to customer..
that is our initiative!!
BUT WAT WE GET????
0 (ZEROOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!)
my 1 month salary use just to repair my car??!
WTF!!!!!!!!

SO.........? Y shud I be so initiative???
any benefits to me???
So I dont really care now..
when is the time to back home..
I will just back home..

Even no matter how you are the 1 who paid me salary..
But do you fair to me?
my works are more than others..
but my salary are totally unacceptable.

we all work like hell everyday..
but every month still suffering with finance problem..
WHAT FOR??!!??!?!!

Is that to mean that fresh graduate can be threat as so??
Low salary with lots of job???

Am I going to get scold again tomorrow for nth?
Am I going to work like hell again tomorrow??
Am I going to failed my plan tomorrow cos of ur sudden job???

This few Q keep appear in my mind every sunday nite!!

ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY REAL INCOME IS ONLY RM1500!!!!!!!
AFTER JANUARY INCREMENT STILL IS RM15++!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DUN EXPECT TOO HIGH ON ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THINK OF UR WORKERSSSS MORE AS A BOSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DONT JUST THINK OF UR OWN BENEFITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OR ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOSE REALLY WORK FOR THE COMPANY
WILL DEFINITELY RESIGN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ! SIGH!

The Way~ Of Appreciate...~

2010-04-07T19:34:00.013+08:00

1- lose it only you want to appreciate.

2- appreciate it at the 1st right time.

Which 1 mostly ppl stand?

V know it by our own....

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My Trip To Singapore.

Lots of thing keep on appear while I plan to go Singapore.
My Company side.
My Finance.
My Parents.
Even Myself.

It was like stopping me to go Singapore.
Badly sick while last minute.
Car Broke down.
my Budget all goes to many kinds of Repair Cost.
Increment little.. no ang pao from Co.
Parents stop me going to Singapore.
and EtC...

But I just cant accept this small Failure.
I plan again!
v the budget I have now.
without wasting anytime.
I call to Singapore Hotel and also Coach Service.
Check & Go..

Sat-03.04.10
Reach Corus Hotel to wait for the Coach.
Feel very excited. Cos after So much thing happen.
I was here. Ready to go and look for you dear. ^^
My Bus depart at 3pm.
and I heard the bus driver talkin to other driver outside that:
I Meet You In Singapore.
and I jz cant imagine i am going to Singapore d.
Since I was like a Kampung Boy.
Where pork Dickson is the most far place i been.

Food was serve in the coach.
and there is toilet available.
Sits are comfortable. its worth to paid.
5 hrs journey.

Yup. I am here Finally.
Across the bridge. and its getting excited.
look around like a kampung boy. lols..

Destination : HarbourFront City Centre
My fon cant call out. no roaming.
look around to look for public fon.
and..... YA!! no need call le.
Cos you found me. lolss..
tq dear.. xp

shop around there for a while.
and wow.. there was so many kinds of chocolate there.
but i nvr buy any.. =p
We have our dinner at mcD nearby ur hse.
send you back home around 1am.
and myself. be a homeless guy for tat nite.
cos i only book hotel for 1 nite which is sun. not enuf money.
So I rest nearby the 24hr mcD.
Walk alone at the street.
But i feel secure.
Sit v few guys which sleeping over there.
and I look at the sky.
I feel very calm even I am damn tired.
Cos I am here. stepping Singapore land.
*I make it here.*

I stare at the flat which you stay until the next morning.
and ya!! v meet again. xp

Have our little breakfast and get to check in my hotel.
after shower.. *fainted* fall asleep le. =p
too tired le o.

v have our dinner at a restaurant in Bugis.
at my dear not feeling very well.
So we go back rest earlier.

and Tick.. Monday d..
zzzzzzzzzz..........
have to go back le. but dear stil not feeling very well.
make me so worried bout u.

Everything too rush.
not much pic i have taken.
Only know that. I feel very bad while the bus reversing. cries~
slowly and slowly getting far away from you.
until when I reach KL. everything back to zero again.

But v appreciate the time v spend together.
and thank you dear for taking care of me while i slept.
It was a sweet time.
Muackks~ xp

and very surprise that you have place a present for me into my beg.
as my birthday present. lols. hehe. blek=)

I Love You Dear... <3

Here is some pic that I have took in sg.

My 1st pic in SG.. jz reach at 9:00pm

the place that dear found me. lolss..
take this pic while going back.

HarbourFront

When Taking this pic feel very bad. sob.
cos going back le.

The way going back to Johor. :(

My present from dear ^^v

Sign Board in the Coach toilet.
Lols...

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I Face my Death for few second.

2010-03-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

My luck was getting bad and bad recently.
From be4 CNY until now..

I am having a bad stomache while nite time
while 11:30pm..
i feel very hungry and look for food..
only found some CNY left over egg rolls..
quite a lot.. so decide to eat tat..

While eating that time.. duno how..
All the food was like being suck into my mouth..
maybe some into my nose d ==
and started cant breath..
start struggling around and try to breath..
but end up fall down on floor like a dying fish..
is getting dark..
i saw a shadow in front me.. duno is my sister or not ==
at the moment.. suddenly i have a very bad cough..
and only i start feel the oxygen..
and i am safe..
saw my sister running out from kitchen v water for me..
huuu~~~~ now keep coughing like hell..
zzz...
no more egg rolls for me..

SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Chinese New Year Post 2010

2010-03-01T22:02:00.003+08:00

Finally..
CNY 2010 ended.

My Interet was down for the whole week while CNY.
So dont have time to update any blog.
So wait until today only upload.

Honestly,
nth much for this to write.
but I was damn bored and moody on the week.

Fri- 12/02
my car's break not function.
Repair- RM210

Sat- 13/02
my internet down.
zzz

Sun- 14/02
Pc broke down. zzz.
and no ang pao for today.

Mon- 15/02
cant go mummy side for visit.
So i been to nearer cc to play dragonica.
buthen.. cannot play.
i go to other cc. can play. but super duper lag.
swt. so i off it and go snooker alone.
tat's my day for mon.

Tues- 16/02
do the same thing again.
but I really beh tahan d.
so i call up Lao eh..
and we meet up at kp.
while i was waiting them.
I received a very surprise call!
a call that change my mood for the day.
lols... 4568396846639 keke.
finally i was nt alone d.
Kai acc me go play snooker.
and lao eh come along. :)
thank you very much.
being to gene's house and oso tuck long place.
then we go cc.. x D
thanks everyone.

Fri- 19/02
Send my pc for repair.
repair cost- rm400 -,-
i gonna go crazy when he tell me that.
"sry, but ur D drive file everything cant be restore"
ur Hardisk was not functioning"
I was like.........................................................
my photo..................................
ALL GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOT A PIECE LEFTTTTTTTTT..........................
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...
Until now when I think of this i really like goin crazy d...

Luckily i have this blog with me..
i posted up some of my pic at here.
but some nt even post yet.
sigh....................................
damn down.

Fri & Sat
mostly spend up with lao eh.
lols.. my g@y partner anyway. x D
go eat bah kut teh at morning and go cc play whole day. @@

Tues- Dinner with customer (开工酒1)
I only drink 2 glasses of XO.
and i was like blur blur d.
feel very bad. some more need serve customer.
really bad feel. zzz.

Thurs-Dinner with customer (开工酒2)
this day i drink a lot. red wain.
XO.. some more being scold by boss.
he take my XO glass up and ask me among so many ppl.
*Benn!* you rear fish???"
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
Drink until i beh tahan again. i ran to the toilet.
when drive b..
i was almost fall asleep d..
at this time, I received a surprise call again..
lols... u are always there with me o..
thank you very much OL. ROFL
long time nvr call u so d.

tat's it. for my CNY post.
Nth much le.
Tq. Nitess everyone.

Time, Weather, Place.

2010-01-31T16:41:00.002+08:00

Weather is getting hot n hot recently..
and this feeling make me really out of mood..
The time now is 4:53pm..

and it makes me miss the life while i studying in TARC..
the feeling is like staying in my hostel room v my frenz..
chatting while waiting for time to go for swim & basketball..

and I am Freaking miss that life!!!!!!!!!!

Can i just click undo do reverse the time?
sigh..
zzz..
=.=v

2 MonthS BLOG~ Part- 2

2009-12-31T22:28:00.002+08:00

Last day of 2009

31st of December..
The day to refresh myself to face the next coming year..

For this year..
Nvr done anything which feel to be proud..
only shame..
which happen last year 31st December 2008..
and I carry it forward to this year..

Make me suffering..
and I really hate myself..

But stil have to move forward..

Happy New Year to everyone..
and all the best to you all in the next coming year..
=)

Thank you.

2 MonthS BLOG~ Part- 1

2009-12-31T20:39:00.015+08:00

Tuck Long + Angel Birthday

16th of November.. We have 2 frenz joining us in 21st Club.. lols..
Cele Tuck Long's birthday at a Steamboat shop at Sunway..
I was late on that day..
Sorry ya..
the food there was nice..
But I didnt eat much..
Cos I cant eat seafood..

But the Ice-Cream there was nice..
and I remember is Birthday Boy help me take de..
Cos I was like duno how to take..
But end up... == he also duno how to use probably..LOLS
KNS BETUL!!

around 10 something there all are going for DOTA..
but I am not joining..
So end up go alone.. and b alone..
Anyway.. Welcome to our big family of 21st Club!!! x D
~For Tuck Long and Angel~

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9th of December - Elaine Birthday

HUHU.. 1st time come out with you except meeting v u at Dutch Lady..
Cele ur birthday at Mid Valley..
A korean restaurant..
but honestly.. Korean food.. ==
ermm.. okla.. can la.. lols..

That is your 24th birthday..
=)

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Pearly's birthday..

15th of December
Ermm.. I was late to wish you happy birthday..
But I did keep remind to wish you on time..
But you still at TARC when your birthday..
All the best in ur study o..
(old d o) xP
Sorry ya.. ^^

Ah Lam birthday..

19th of December..
An earlier celebration of Ah lam birthday at a restaurant..
and I belif all of us enjoy over there..
food was nice.. ^^
After the dinner..
they all are going for DOTA again..
but I am not joining..
So Lao eh send me home earlier..

Oh ya.. welcome to our 21st Club Lam..
where ur birthday just pass..

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My Dad birthday..

24th of December
Rush to Centro Neway after swiming v gene they all..
that is the 1st time sing K v parents.. LOLS..
and I just realize i can sing some of the hokkien old song..
geng ar!!

have to go earlier.. cos going to have a movie v gene they all..
Movie : AVATAR
Most interesting movie 2009 for me..
Excellent story line..
Full of imagination..
Pro.. BRAVO!!!

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oh well.. Finally.. everyone was in the big family club d..
Hopefully nvr miss out anyone in this post..

Take this chance to say again..
May all the wish that you all have made..
Comes true!! ^^v

*Review*

KFC

Jason

*Special case happen when Jason birthday..*
Jay Chio

Jeffrey

Wai Chung

Eugene

Chee Hou

Tuck Long

Special case happen in Tuck Long party..

Left out ah lam and ah kai pic.. ==: paiseh..

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To be Cont~

Need help~ pls advice~

2009-10-25T21:28:00.002+08:00

Guys.. really need your help this time..

Please give me your precious advice..

For my final decision..

2 Choice to be choose..

1st - Buy car..
its as what I wanted to have since so long..

But.. IF.. I buy..
My monthly income will be JUST enough
to cover monthly general expenses..
No more entertainment..
No more snooker..
No $$ buy new stuff.. not at all..

2nd - Not to buy car..
well of course is not I wanted to choose..

But IF nvr buy..
my life will be better off..
at least to have extra income to be spend every month..

But cos of have extra income to spend..
I cant really c I did save lots of money..
Even didnt buy car..
Cos keep spend for general used..

How???
Buy?? or not to buy??

Your respond are highly appreciated..
Thank you.

PS: thanks TL.. for alwiz giving me advice..
I feel better le.. and started to get use to it d ^^
thx bro..

and..

Welcome to my world.. OL.. x P~

~Peace~

Totally Suffering.. (cont)

2009-10-09T21:02:00.002+08:00

Suffering..
In terms of what?
In my Job of corse..
>_<

The Week before raya..
When in the meeting..
My boss given me 3rd times pressure..
I was now..
as same level as my superior?
All new customer will be handle by me..
(But superior is alwiz my superior)
My colleague gratz me..
Cos before this..
I was just helping my superior to settle small thing..
But even they gratz me..
I was totally blank.. O_O

Can.. can I do it?
I really dont know..
I was damn pressure that time..
It will be very tough for me..
Cos everything will be new to me..
????????????
Lots of Q mark on my head..
and honestly..
I just cant accept this.. @@

But can I say I cant?
No.. I cant..
I still have to move on..
Headache for 2 weeks..
Really under pressure..
It change my life..
I have no mood to play basketball now.. @@
Even is my fav sport..
I have not enuf sleep everyday..
I dream my boss face..
and I get shock and wake up for twice..@#
SWT..

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*After Raya*
Everything comes urgent..
projects given by boss..
All seems to be mission impossible for me..
and due date is at tues's meeting..

Rush like hell..
I sleep at 5am while monday..
Cant sleep at the day..
try to modify my project..
@@

When in the meeting..
everything seems to be going well..
thx god..
can I call myself james bond? sigh..
I fall alseep in the meeting room for 15 min after the meeting..
Finally can relax a bit..
Sigh..
Really damn swt..

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Yesterday Morning..
Boss wana meet me in his room..
then he start chatting with me..
ask me lots of Q..
Only wana post 1 sentence that I think is the main point he wana tell me..

U r the company product..
Benn = Product..
what kind of Product that U r going to sell??
U Decide Ur Own..
I get it Boss.. No worries..

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My boss was a very powerful guy in the group company..
And also a very famous guy..
Whenever I been to any other Kian Joo group company..
They will definitely tell me this..
U have 4low a very good boss..
dont give up..

I know it..
So I try to catch up with his speed..
I try to 4low him..
But I just cant endure now..
I step too much..
and I cant handle anymore..

I going to give up..
My mentality very unstable now..
confident drops..
Ermm.. buy car?
Need to think twice now..
Swt..

***Sigh***

I wana back to study life..
I was regret to come out earlier..
But I have no ways to turn b..
and I will STILL try my best to succeed..
Wish me all the best.. U_U

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~End~

A normal life is always the best?

2009-10-06T02:01:00.003+08:00

How much a 21 years old young man can think of?
How much things that we have gone thru?
Can we talk about life?
Yes..
We are..

From what I have gone thru since this 21 years..
A lots of things keep on changing..
What makes us feel of all this changes?

From :
A relationship..
Friendship..
Even in games..

What are the main cause?
Time
Is technology affected?
Yes..

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When U r in A Relationship in past..
while u dont have a car to fetch ur dear..
What you all will do?
Take bus?
Take bus better feel?
Or u drive ur dear out better feel?
But of corse drive is more convenient..
and able to travel more place..

I feels like walk, take public transport..
It makes our relationship more interesting..
Cos of sometime have to chase bus?
lols..
Drive is some kind of constant life..
For me..

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When we are in sec sch..
We all cycle to school..
some of us even share 1 bike..
We wil gather together..
only head to school..
Tat's 1 of the reason y our relationship is good..
But for now..
Everyone was driving..
distance between us..
cant be seen..
can be feel..

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This is a new feel recently..
Which can be added into this post..
When we are in low lvl that time..
We need each other help..
only we able to kill..
But after we get a higher level..
helps.. is not necessary anymore..
it makes a distance as well..

But its glad also.. at least know u r strong enuf to take care of urself..

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Now only I understand WHY~~
My dad say this to me:

I dont need much..
I just want to have a normal life..
my responsible..
its to earn enuf to take care of this family..
its to make sure everyone grow healthy..
Extra money buy some lottery..
that is enuf for ur daddy..

Starting I was weird about this..
There is a company who would like to hired my dad for double salary..
But my dad didnt go..
and stay at the old company for more than 40 years..

You have choose not to work in pressure..
and since you are going to retired..
Really understand..
That's the reason y my mom live happily..
Thanks dad..
I am glad that mummy have choose you as her hubby..
and you are my Hero..

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But for me..
Dad..
I was suffering rite now.. T_T

~To Be Continue..

9th September 2009 (Late Post)

2009-09-23T13:37:00.008+08:00

Being Force to wake up early in the morning..

Ya.. Its a very important day..
and I was on leave that day..
To attend my sister..
Married Registration day..
(Chinese translate?)

Have to reach there earlier to find parking..
Because it will be very crowded..

Picture time..

While waiting for turn.. number 17..

After the Turn.. ^^

Daddy, Jie.. mummy..

Jie and me.. ^^

3 of us..(sport light) ^^

My sister and her husband(Jimmy)..

^^v

House is getting quite recently..
but no matter how..
we always love you..
my little sister.. ^^
All the best to you..
+U+U..
^^

What Kind Of Service Is This?

2009-09-13T22:07:00.003+08:00

After finish our game at CC..
Lao eh, Kfc , and me came up with a sudden plan..
Yes.. Go Sunway Pyramid to buy speaker..
Which can plug in pendrive de..

Main cause of the sudden plan..
Cos v have to go pick up Lao Eh's bro at airport..
He not so sure the way.. So we acc him..

Reach SP at 6 something..
Start to look for the speaker at the Digital Centre..
Found only at 1 of the shop..

When I enter the shop..
I edy start feel not very syok..
Cos of the workers there looks unfriendly..

When testing the Speaker that time..
I ask some Q about the speaker features..
then this workers tell me..
1) Sorry.. I nvr Test this stuff be4..
So I duno..
*Ok.. Fine..*

We decide to buy..
Cos I have no other choice..
they are the only 1 who selling..
If I have alternative shop..
I would nvr buy over there..
They take out 2.. But 1 of it with some scrathes..
So I ask is there any new stock..
2) Ans : sorry.. no more.. Left only 2
But until the end.. I was wondering 1 thing..
Why I SAW 3 UNIT ON THE TABLE?
Zzzzzz...
*4get bout it*

I take the scratches 1 to test further..
I plug my N73 with the cable and try to play out using the speaker..
It is not functioning..
Even Lao Eh's phone also cant..
But I try it yesterday with gene's speaker..
Then this guy like very annoying and try it with his own HP..
It Works!!!!
3) and he reply : It is ur HP got problem d..
DAMN IT!!!!
He Just Made the Final judgement that My Hp got PROBLEM??
FINE!!!!!!!!!
I WAS ON FIRE THAT TIME..
I reply : If you say my this HP got Problem!!!
PLEASE.. try out my n97 N C!!!!
IT DOESNT WORK ALSO..
WHAT U WANA ANSWER THIS TIME???!!!
MY HP GOT PROBLEM AGAIN???!!!!
(speechless of him)
and I left without saying anything..

1) LACK OF KNOWLEDGE..
2) DISHONEST
3) SIMPLY MADE JUDGEMENT

IS THIS THE WAY U DO SALES?!!!
What the hell of u threating ur customer such a way??!!!!
Except when customer pass by u will ask them yes?
What U noe else?!!!
Wana earn my Single CENTS?!!!!!!
U SLOWLY WAIT LA!!!

I CAN BE VERY FRIENDLY WITH U!!
BUT
DUN MAKE ME ANGRY AS A CUSTOMER!!!
OR ELSE!!!
I WONT GIVE U FACEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN IT!
STIL ON FIRE RITE NOW WHEN THINK OF IT!

Lao EH's Late birthday + Chee Hou's Birthday ^_^

2009-09-06T19:35:00.014+08:00

**Lao EHH~~!!! birthday**

Sorry ya lao eh.. so late only post..
Due to some technical problem.. hehehe..

Yup.. being invited to Lao eh's birthday party..
At Setia Alam..
After help lao eh take his cake at Lian Bees..
Jason, Jef and me head to kfc house..
from there we meet Jun giap, bk, weng sheng and kfc of corse..

The security there was very tight..
We need to register only be able to get in.. nice..
so hard to have such responsible security recently..

After we have our dinner over there..
Its time for us to sing A Song to Our Bro- Sam -
here is some pic that I have took v my new hp.. hehehe..

JG : Y u look so ah muk 1.. lao eh.. zzz @@
Lao eh : wat r u lookin at me? mr. kayu.. x P~

Lao eh : ladies and gentlement.. my daughter.. nyek! x P

por pih my parents all shen ti jian kang..
=,= lao eh.. u praying kah?
hahaha.. anyway..
YEAH!!! wish come true ya!!!

Whose hand is tat?!!!!
obviously.. only u will do tat style of acting cute TL.. x D
hahahhaa..

Lastly.. to my sifu..
Happy birthday to u~~~~~
we always love u lao eh.. x D
hahahahhaa..
welcome to our 21st club YA!!!!!!

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**Teoh birthday - 6th of Sep..**

Have my lunch with my god sister today at times square.. ^^
around 6 something.. after send her back..
then its time 4 me to go Chee hou's hse..
I tot i am late because the party start at 7pm..
but when I reach that time.. i am the 1st 1 who reach..
then only I know i am not late.. but puntual.. hahaha..

wc come after I reach..
Then wc start to help up..
Ya.. our por started.. ^^ Bravo!
Snap..x D

Yawn.. the fire look so chio.. purple colour + orange colour.. ><

After everyone reach.. then we started to fool around..
lols.. until 12 something.. but before that..
its time to take pic again.. birthday song again.. x D

Yeah.. Teoh's double stories cake.. hahahaha.. ^^

*blow* Wish Comes True Ooo!!!!! woohooo..! ^^v

hai hai! dai Sou ni hao!!! x D

Ya.. A guy slice cake.. dun harap la.. hahahhahaa.. better dun x P~

Yup.. all the leng chaiS sekalian + 1 cuties at the middle there..
hahahah kawaii neh~

yeah... another gang of leng chaiS again.. ^^

Only me not in any of the pic.. hehehe..
But nvm.. since i dun really like to take pic..(gamble king)
but I jz realize i got the potential as a phtographer neh.. great~ x D

I was ask to take a video clips where Lao eh and Wc fighting v baloon..
That was a very funny momment.. hahaha..
Wanted to post it out.. but.. 200mb ler.. how to put? ><
wasted.. cant be post up.. sorry guys.. =/

Happy Birthday to You Chee Hou..
and welcome to our 21st club o.. ^^
take this chance to tq u teoh..
because of u..
I meet back pearly..^^
Thank you..

My Next White Planning.. x D

2009-08-27T23:44:00.005+08:00

YA!

My installment bill for New Hp finally come..
means that I have use it for 1 month d..
As what I mention be4..
Will introduce to u all if it is nice..

Here is my comment for my new HP..
Speaker : Average.. (not too loud, not too soft)
Camera : Good.. (have a big screen)
KeyPad : No Regret! @@
Touch screen : 1st time use touch screen, not so sure.. ok gua..
Lights : Great~
Function : Full.. include everything.. Fb, Fs etc..
Appearance : Fully No Regret!!!
Worth to buy? : yeah! worth to buy..
Model : N97..

Know some of you all looking for new HP..
So this is the phone I introduce lo..
U may show your bro this blog also o TL..

Pic :

Touch Screen Mode

KeyPad Mode (now u noe y i say hard to sms u when i driving d? @@)

Camera Mode

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Planning is a good way of making our life better off..
and meaningful..
without any planing, life seems to be bored huh?
I have my own white watch now,
white clothes, white shoes,
Even white hp,
So.. what else?
yeah..
a white car..
blek!
planning.. planning..

I like white colour,
But dont have chance to buy..
Cos my mom dont like white colour..
easy get dirty..
but now cos my mom say I use my own money..
Buy whatever u wan la!
hahahhaa.. ok!
1 lum sum.. all in WHITE!
x D

Independent Day..

2009-08-20T23:31:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is..
The most difficult days for me..
My superior are still on leave..
My Production colleague also on leave..
My boss will not be around tomorrow..

Have a long meeting with boss until 7pm today..
All jobs has been pass to me..
Everything are new job for me..
1st time to handle..
Is the most challenging day for me..

If I succeed tomorrow..
My life will be better off in the future..
If I failed..
I am dead..
because everything needed urgent and important..

My superior and boss are worried bout this..
But they trusted me..
I will have to do my best tomorrow..

Then go dragon with no worries v frenz!

This is wat will happen tomorrow..! YA!!!!

*~pressure~*

~FriendS For Me~

2009-08-19T23:04:00.004+08:00

Y frenz so important to me?

Y I wrote every of u in my blog?
Its Because~
I found the importance of Frenz in my life..

Last Sat Night..
Its my colleague farewell day..
when we are gathering that time..
I received a call from gene..
and another call from wc or lao eh.. forgotten..
I was very glad that time..
But very sad.. I cant join them as usual..
At the cafe that time..
I was holding my fon tightly..
Really wana call you all about what's happening over there..
But duwan disturb u all.. so nvr call..

I used to sleep at gene's hse while sat..
but tat day I slept at my colleague house..
Really cant use to it even I sleep at the guess room..
when tat time already 3 o clock..
so never call gene even I wana back klang..

Sun morning..
colleague ask me dont back 1st..
play basketball later..
and at the same time..
received a call from gene again..
haih.. I have no choice.. I dont have car that time..

Spending my weekends at PJ kelana jaya..
but my heart are at klang..
I damn miss you all when that time..

This sat they have another event again..
I have no choice to join cos they are all sales group also..
but I will off early this time..

After working 11 month in the company..
I become stronger..
Being scold..
Being cheats..
Gossip bout me..
Face tough customer..
Face tough colleague..

I have no problem bout this..
gonna immune soon..

BUT..........
I cant face to lost any of my frenz around me anymore..
I really appreciate you all..
Even is only few of you..

lost 2 frenz recently..
This 2 frenz are very special to me..
1 is a frenz from primary sch..
another frenz.. I will just keep it for myself..

Sad..
Are we going to get it back as normal as be4?
I have no idea..
and I have no time to think of it now..
My superior was on leave for this whole week..
A lot of thing needed to be follow up tightly..
Have to rest earlier..

Nitess ~FrenZ~

~RuleZ~

Yes!.. x D

FriendS - >>>YenZ<<<

2009-08-02T23:07:00.017+08:00

Kinda Long nvr touch in this post d..

Bcos I am preparing this post for quite a long time..
Just to write out everything I wana say..
Which I have keep inside for this 7 month..

** ** **
1st -
Conversation with U : at MsN
Time we Met : Year 2004
Place we Met : The Store
Movie With U : Polar Express

** ** **

September 2006

I was studying at Tarc when that time..
and U come over to accompany for the 1st time..
U are well prepared..
With some makeup..
With a pack of Chocolate Milk for me..
Its My Favorite..
and.. Its still cold..
I was so glad when that time..
Thank you..

** ** **
May 2007 - May 2008

Yup..
The year that U join Tarc with me..
The day be4 Ur 1st day of College Life..
Threat U eat at Wangsa Maju..
As some kind of Urge for U..
Hope U get good result..
and U did it!.. ^^

That's the time our relationship get closer..

Together.. V go for
*Dinner
*shopping
*swimming
*Study

and Celebrate all festival for the year..

Dinner time..

Swimming..

Shopping..

Going to college..

Christmas Day..

** ** **

April 2009

I was ask by Angel a Question
A : Y u always dont know what to eat?
What u always eat with ur ex last time?

Ermm.. I am stun.. speechless..
Night time..
I start to refresh back..
Only I realize..
Mostly.. Are only mcD
................... Sorry.. Yen @#

Memories with U are mostly everywhere..
Last 2 month..
Been to Genting Highlands with gene they all
and I start to remember the time we spend at GH last time..
Especially the buffet restaurant..
But when I was at Outdoor Themepark..
I feel Weird.. Y I cant remember anything about us at Outdoor..
Its because of..
V never been there..
Wanna save money..

I found out when that time..
Where..
V cant use money to buy back memories..
But..
V can spend it with our beloved to gain sweet memories..
Its a precious..

So moody when that time..
*Sigh*

** ** **

Monopoly Game

V always play it while in the hostel..
U so trust me even I playing cheats..
But U always win..
After the game finish only I tell U I am cheating..
But U will be more proud..
Cos I play cheat also cant win U..
Lols..

** ** **

U dont like me to call U Doraemon..
Because U Think that I say U looks like it..
Actually.. Its not..
What I know is..
When I am sad that time..
U will always stay beside me with a Sad Face for a while..
Then comes v a smile to me..
to make me happy..
Is that looks like how doraemon threat Nobita?
Its actually Ur attitude.. not Ur appearance..
I mean..
But U dont know this..
I never tell U..

** ** **

1 of my dream when I was a kids..
Is to learn Violin..
My parents Wont allow me to learn..
but U make my wish comes true..
By borrow me money..
I just Cant Imagine That..
I was holding a Violin..
Which belongs to me..

I play a very bad Happy Birthday song to U..
But U clap for me..
.......Thank..you..T_T

Almost 1 year never touch my violin..
Its time for me to cont learn..
I still hope to play a nice Birthday Song to U..
Who makes my wish comes true..
Truthful.. hopefully..
There is A Day for me..

** ** **

~The Promise~

last year before Chines New Year..
I was ask to do some research..
As a return.. I get a RM10 Starbucks voucher..
I show U the voucher..
and U was so happy and ask me to threat U..
Sure.. No problem..
Voucher Exp Date : 31st May 2009

29th May 2009 -Friday-
When I cleaning my stuff that time..
This voucher is still in my wallet..
Cry straight away..
I break my promise to U..

30th May 2009 -Sat-
So glad that U are willing to go out with me..
At KLCC..
Met Mei Zhi over there..
(the day I bought my speaker)
We have a long chat at starbucks..
The Drink that U order..
Taste Really Bad..
But I exchange mine with Urs..
I think that's the last thing I can do for U..
I am suppose to use the voucher..
But... I didnt..
I choose to keep that with me..

Finally..
I do threat U for starbuks..
Just..
Not as ur Bf..
and perhaps that its too late and meaningless..

At Nite..
While I send U back that time..
I show U this voucher..
and ask for apologize that I break ur promise..
and tell whatever I wanna tell U..
and U r crying..
What is that means?
Obviously.. I really did wrong..
1st time cry in front of girl..
I think U get shock also..

Actually..
I did cry quite a few times when the 2 years time..
but I cry because I am too touch..

*Ur effort of come over here to acc me..
*The day U join Tarc..
* The violin..
* The ways U threat me..

..................Thank you...
** ** **
Honestly.. Yen..
I really really Thought I am a good Bf for U..
Where always make U laugh..
But at the end.. V all the above things..
Only I know..

Its not because of I am a good Bf..
Its actually because of U are a good Gf..
.....Sorry..

** ** **

I feel damn guilty to U..
and I think when the time we choose to split peacefully..
Its a good choice..
So I wont hurt U again..

** ** **

I know that U never know I did blogging..
That's why I wrote everything inside here..
All this has been keep inside my heart..
For quite a long time already..
I feel so bad when think of it..

And I am glad that..
There is a place for me to shout my story out..
Because I am not good in express what I gonna tell..
I always keep everything inside me..
I will try to let go everything thru my blog..

** ** **

>>At last..<<
I would like to say that..

Even.. I ask for Ur apologize.. U did..
But I never intend to forgive myself..

I am willing to do anything..
Or give u all my luck..
Just to see U happy.. now and Forever..
and Never meet a BASTARD like me in Ur Life anymore..

Thank you for everything.. and Sorry for everything..

God Bless U.. Yen..

~Ended~

What a BUSY~ Sat~

2009-07-26T23:49:00.014+08:00

19th July- SAT -

It shud be my dragon day..
But I was damn lazy while fri nite..
Y?
come join me.. =.=v

5:45AM wake by my frenz..
(wake up earlier than working day.. =.=)
Start to prepare myself be4 go fetch him..
Where are v going?
Sungai Buloh to play WarGame..
tat's our plan..
Reach there around 8 sumthing..
prepare everything and start at 10am..
2 hours game..
Cost us RM98 per person..
Damn.. paid RM98 to get shoot..
it hurts man!!!!
But honestly.. quite fun de la..
jz kinda tired..

Here are the pic v took..

Game Going to start soon..

Pic 2

Pic 3- me and L sitting there and suddenly ask to take pic.. x D

Picture again..

and this poor girl.. was ask to be a hostage.. lols.. x D

C u all take time draw logo on ur face.. so post this also la.. x D

Whole team memberS..
Mostly is from Tarc de..
Included 1 xTarcian.. (me).. hehe..

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Fetch my frenz back to bukit tinggi..
Around 1 something reach there..
Then I have to rush b to IU there again for....

Company jungle walk at 3pm..
The jungle~
SWT~~~~~!!!!
is the most terrible jungle tat I have been for so long..
2 hours inside the jungle!!!
Climb like hell~
and I nvr eat anything since morning until nite..
only drink 2 can of 100 plus..
almost dead inside the jungle.. =.=v

I was so hungry and thirsty..
But I did have a good result also..
hehe.. blek=P

Pic time..

My Colleague and his GF.. Married soon.. Gratz.. = D

My Superior.. lols.. the last 1 who came out? hehehee..

My Boss.. and also our customer.. he wear formal and Expensive
Boot to climb.. BRAVO!!!! geng..

Dinner time.. Eat watever I can.. since I nvr eat anything..

Haih.. eat also no time.. so many ppl wana take my pic.. Swt.. =,=

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back at 8PM..
Tot finally can drive slow d.. no need rush..
then received a call from gene..
say akai goin reach klang..
yumcha time..
okok.. rush again..
Go gene hse take bath..
then go out again..

around 1am.. when on the way b..
I fall alseep in gene's car..
v tar pao maggie goreng and eat at gene hse..
when I was eatin tat time.. my eyes was actly closing.. ==:
got apa inside my food or not also duno..
faster finish it and go up stairs
and..
good nite gene, lao eh.. I sleep 1st..
*fainted*
@@

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Eugene 21st Birthday

2009-07-14T23:20:00.011+08:00

Ya.. Sleep at gene hse while sat..

then sunday morning..
Acc him to his shop..
V hav our breakfast at pizza..
1st time in my life..==
Normally I wont do so..
But jz as a early cele v u la..
hehe..

After 3 sumthing..
gene start to get busy preparing his party at home d..
So I went out with wc to go for snooker..

Due to gene was busy..
as a bro.. help u as what I can do la..
Been to pick up ysan and also ah han over.. ^^
(ehemm.. dun hit my dog d la.. he so poor d.. lols)

here v go.. party start..
with Party pic.. ^^

hehe.. Gene's birthday cake.. nice huh? x D

Ya.. Whole family of STK!!!! woohooo! ROCKS!

and all the ladies also.. hehe.. mostly from mgs de.. nyek..

YEAP.. gene gonna sing song d.. hahhaa..
WISH COME TRUE YA!!!

Ah teoh and Ah guan.. hahaha.. blek..
very formal couple ya..^^

HAHAHHAA.. I think I am the only 1 who have this pic. WOOT.. LOLS.. x D

whose this? wow.. straighten ur hair d wor..
c i so good.. snap until u so leng..x D
( u havent clear the payment yet..=.=)

ysan and tuck long.. ^^ hehehe.. my fon camera so good in quality..

ysan and me.. lols..

send ysan, ah han and akai b while 11:30..
only I get home..
lols..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GENE!!!
ALL THE BEST TO YOU..
WELCOME TO 21st CLUB..
HEHE..

Shop Shop Shop..

2009-07-13T23:21:00.009+08:00

YA~!!!

Now only I know shopping are so fun..
But not much thing to buy also la..
good also huh.. hehe..

Here is the 2 things that..
is the most worth thing that I have bought for this 2 month..

1st - SonicGear Speaker..
Yeah.. bought it at lao yat..
yen shing and mei zhi acc me go buy de..

Totally satisfy..
Bass especially.. damn nice man!! x D
Intro this to all of u who like to boom song..
Hehe..

Boom while at noon..

Boom even at midnite.. x P

2nd things is my keychain..
bought it from net..
very nice design..

Take this pic when in the car.. nice ler?

took this pic when 1st day in my company.. x D

did you find any different between this 2 pic?
hehe..

**************************
Goin to buy a new HP soon..
But duno nice to use or not..
nice to use only intro to all of u la..

love in 1st sight on this phone.. @@
1 of the reason- white colour.. YEAP!

Lols.. is this wat v call as single life v no commitment?
buy without thinking much? x D
haha.. enjoy ba.. nyek..

Now only I realize that I already 1 week nvr update my blog..
Cont my blog by tomolo.. ^^

Nitess everyone..

Wc 21st Birthday party

2009-07-05T23:18:00.013+08:00

Yeah.. Wc party start on 5pm..

After my training ended..
Straight on the way to sunway there..
Location : Yuan Steamboat..
But I was late..
Cos my training end at 5 also..=.=v

Yeah.. I jz came up from downstairs.. take pic time..
and kfc acting cute over there..
saw my partner? lols.. the 1 who holding my hand de.. x D

Another pic for the 1st table..
Yeah.. this is our table.. a bunch of guys kap kan lui..
hahahhaa.. c their technique of kap lui so pro..
cant even figure out if i didnt say they r actly kap lui.. rite?

Especially jason.. fake fake laugh.. actly c other place..
kfc.. ur technique old d la.. use cup to cover ur face and eyes.. hahahha..
but for lao eh.. swt.. obviously.. u r kap kan lui lo!!! lols..

Y am I not in the pic? well~ very obvious..
Cos I nvr to kap lui 1.. nyek.. hehe.. x P

Yeah.. our 2 camera girl finally get time to take pic d.. woot~

whole family pic o...
feels like wanna shoot u v shotgun ler teoh.. looks like boomer.. nyek..

2nd round - at D'Bamboo~
lols.. saw 2 guys acting weird in this pic?
swt~!.. hahaha.. blek..

and yeah.. this is the most important part..
a 21st brithday wish..
v all spending whole day v u..
this is the time tat wat v can do for u bro..
buy a cake for u..
to let u make a wish..
and may ur wish come true.. ^^

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1st pic.. taken while 2008..
2nd pic.. take while 2009..

365 days passed..
1 more year ended..
1 year of history..
1 more year extend our friendship..
and let it be just like that..
forever..

Anyway.. Once again..
Happy Birthday To You.. Wai Chung..
and..
Welcome To Our 21st Club.. ^^
All The Best To You..
Wah.. Hao Ar~!!!
hahahahhahaa.. x D

Sigh

2009-07-03T01:10:00.002+08:00

Play basketball yesterday until 11:05 only reach home..
Swt.. late d..
Have my dinner with my colleague today..
I was try to drive fast to get home..
But also late..
Tomolo I wont be late again..
B right after I have my dinner..

Nitess..

AcciDenT after InciDenT

2009-06-30T21:08:00.002+08:00

This is what happening today..
When I was going to reach my company that time..
and when I was waiting my turn to cross the road..
BANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kemek~
My car was bang by a lady(kancil) from behind..
Swt..

I was a bit shock when that time..
Cos this is the 1st time in a situation of BANG!!!
I look at the side mirror..
her car bumper break half way..

Put double signal and park my car beside the road..
and I found that.. my car nothing wor..
great~ hehe..
I was thinking that time..
If I bought new car d..
Then I think behind sure break d..
luckily.. Swt..

After the incident last time..
and after the call that I have made to you when that time..
I was driving very safe when on the road..
But somehow..
bcos of too slow also get bang by behind..

Swt..
Malaysian driver..
great~! =.=

Sales at Centro

2009-06-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

Yawn.. I was told by angel about the sales at centro..

That's the time actly..
Cos I wanted to buy a new set of bkb suit for myself..
and a new wallet also..

So after work..
and after withdraw money at company..
Yeah.. let's shop (even I am not good in shopping=.=v)

When I came out from the lift..
I was a bit shock..
right hand side are all ladies wear..
ermm okok.. no worries.. man shud at left hand side then..
Yeah.. tat's it..
but no wallet at all.. =.=v
sport wear? nope.. not even 1.. yeah ==:

been to 1st floor clearance book fair..
found 3 books that I wanted to buy..
but cost me 2++ for 2 books?
is that consider clearance? x D
and 1 more economic book..
published in 2001.. WOOT!
forget bout it.. =.=|||

At the end.. I bought nothing.. b with empty hand..
hahaha..
So.. What shud I do v those money?
yeah.. eat exp food la of corse..
southern curry hse..
maggie goreng + milo ice.. x P

After eat.. go for snooker..
1st game.. 1st hit.. black cues enter straight..
1st time in my life..
swt..
shit~
v=.=v
zzz..
...............
sue..
lols..

ok.. take care lo all of u.. nitess..

My Half Day Leave

2009-06-20T00:09:00.012+08:00

18th June - Thurs - After done my job.. then I am heading to TARC to meet up my friends.. They are at the basketball court playing while waiting for me.. HOO~ I saw someone unexpected.. Chee meng was here also.. its been a long time nvr meet with him d.. So v have a very long chat at the canteen..

YEAH.. here v r.. 4 of us..

4 of us.. Teng Chong, Chee Meng, Kee Yieh, and me.. chatting while waiting Leong finish his class.. We have our dinner together at TBR.. But Kee Yieh not joining us.. and v have ysan join us for dinner o.. sorry ya ysan.. all guys.. only u 1 girl.. hehe ^^" paiseh..

1 year already.. 4 of us (bird king) nvr sit down together and have our dinner d.. and I belif all of us still remember the day v spend at mamak.. laugh until all get stomachache huh? hahahhaa.. and v did hav 2nd chance huh? is really out of my expectation!! yeah.. +ysan also.. thx for joining us for dinner ya.. ^^ my half day leave tat I have took nvr waste.. ..^^

Take this chance to post some of our bird pic.. lols...

tat's 3 of us.. TC, Leong and me.^^
DMK GROUP 3..
Hostel Group.. ^^
Gym representitive group.. haha.. x D
Hostel Gang at time square..
1st Countdown in my life.. my poor violin.. get spray like hell after jz being repair at S.g.. T_T
Yawn!! Whole Family.. x D WOoT ^^v

After send them back to home at bukit tinggi. Then I started to think of 1 thing d.. swt.. I suppose to be a dragon v some flame in my mouth while fri nite.. cos not working while sat.. buthen... swt.. got training at HQ.. somemore at batu cave.. Training start at 9am.. So I have to wake up at 7am? SWT!!!!!!!! haih..

Okla.. hav to go sleep d.. if not tomolo I will be late for the training d.. and btw.. I really miss the life when at tarc frenzS.. can you all heard me? All the best to all of you.. take care..

nitess..

Rush of the Day..

2009-06-18T00:44:00.003+08:00

Today.. I wake up at 8:25am.. yea? Is this sentence looks normal?
seems to be huh? buthen~~ OOOHHH NOOOO!!!! I over slept!!!
Actually I was awake when 7:10am.. after prepare everything,
then I lay down on my bed for a while, a while only ma.. Ehhh~
Anyway.. I reach company at 9:00am today..
late for 1 hour and 15min.. Break my record for 8 month plus.. =.=v

My superior was on half day leave.. So I have to follow up everything..
busy until 3 something.. Been to DL warehouse to meet up their new in charge person..
Then come back to company at 5:45pm..
Due to I was late today.. So I have to work overtime lo..
punish myself.. off at 7pm today..
Jam for 45 min only able to reach home..

Since nvr really rest well whole day.. so decide to eat at mcD.. yeah!
but jz received a msg from wc.. 8pm play basketball..
No choice lo.. dar pao go b home..
eat while I prepare myself before go play bkb.. eat also no time.. T_T

Tomolo half day leave.. Goin b Tarc to do something..
and meet up my frenz over there..^^v great..

Ok.. nitess everyone..

Jeffrey's 21st birthday + My sunday..

2009-06-15T01:37:00.004+08:00

13 june - Sat - The day for Jeffrey.. my new friend when I am in form 3.. I was a bit sesat when form 3 actually.. bcos.. all my frenz are not at the same class v me.. I was alone in another class.. swt.. But luckily got u man.. hehe.. 1st frenz in 3G class.. and you are the 1 who teach me play RO v those printed colour decription paper.. lols.. x D

Anyway.. that's the story from last time.. After fetch kfc and tuck long.. 3 of us been to JJ to buy jeffrey's birthday present.. have our lunch at mcD.. woot.. my favorite food.. hehe.. play snooker with tuck long at KP after send kfc b.. SWT!!!! u play cheat 1 kah? alwiz hit my cues and enter ur own cues?? shity u!!! herng! lols.. but damn enjoy playing with u.. hehe..

Head to jeffrey's hse at 8:45 min after pick up akai at bus station.. I belif v all did enjoy well huh? hav a can of tiger since jeffrey edy pass to me.. swt.. a bit blur after finish it.. x D cha kah~ hahhaha.. took a lot of pic when tat day o.. but my supplier havent on yet.. so pic wil only be upload when he on.. =.=v

All the best to you man Jeffrey.. welcome to our 21st club.. casino ya!! haha.. swt.. all the best to you.. ^^v

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Sun - Been to CC with gene and TL after v have our late brunch at a wantan mee stall.. Gene drop by me at KP cos I am waitin for my parents.. Nth to do.. So go for snooker..=.= have to waste money again.. but somehow.. I play for free.. Cos got few guys come over to challenge me again.. Swt..

I was wondering that.. Is it really so fun or interesting to win others ppl hard earn money? 1 of them keep complain that he just get his salary but now have to paid for the game.. Honestly.. I am not happy at all.. Cos is a kind of gamble.. and I Hate It.. Shud I jz Ignore them next time? But bcos of I play v them.. I get to know more frenz over there.. What shud I do? Swt..

Whenever I go for snooker alone.. I will end up moody after that.. Duno y.. Mayb I will just dont go for snooker alone again.. It might able to avoid the STUPID word where "loser PAID" come in my mind again. Zzz..

Good nitess everyone..

Stupid doesn't really exist..

2009-06-07T20:09:00.002+08:00

After a meeting of some issues discussion at Dutch Lady while Monday.. It really change my mind of Asking a Question.. My boss ask me to bring out all the issues to DL when in the meeting.. But when I am sitting in the meeting room that time.. I was thinking to myself.. Will they listen to what I ask? or they will just don't bother me? But I was shock that.. When I was talking that time.. everyone was concentrate listen to me.. and try to find out the solution for me..

After all the issues being solve.. Then they ask.. Is there any Question else? and 1 of them said this : "I believe there is no Stupid Question.. and since if you have any doubts, then you should ask.."
Ya.. what he said its true.. 1+1=?.. is this a Stupid Question? For me.. nope.. its not.. As long as there is a Question being raise.. There must be a Answer for it..

So.. How about Stupid Answer? Who will actually give a stupid answer if they know that is a stupid answer? 1+1=3 is not a Stupid Answer.. Its only a wrong Answer.. Correction is the proper ways of handing Answer.. Therefore.. Is a no for Stupid Answer..

BUT.. I do believe there is a Stupid Mistakes in my dictionary.. Maybe its because of I always being scold by my dad when I was young.. especially when he looking at my English test paper when I am in primary school.. If I got C or B on it.. Ok.. I will get scold until not even worth 1 cents.. A lot of Stupid Mistakes will being mention again and again~ from my dad.. Thought after getting A.. He will be glad.. But end up get scold also.. haih~

But luckily I got my mom.. she will come out and scold my dad back.. " ENOUGH LA.. GET A STILL SCOLD FOR WAT!! WAT STUPID STUPID.. YOU WAN SCOLD UR SON UNTIL STUPID IS IT??" Haha.. thanks mom.. My mom is not good in english.. she don't understand the word mistakes.. but she do know what is stupid.. hehe.. You are the best mom.. Muakksss.. ^^

But because of this I will get sweat whenever I am having English test especially UPSR.. My UPSR English.. B.. When my dad look at it.. A total silence from him.. Sorry dad.. let u disappointed.. So I work hard for my PMR.. and get an A for my dad.. Ya.. he was happy about that.. But when that time he is no longer as strick as last time.. I start to get lazy when I am in form 4.. Therefore.. My English is actually PMR standard.. Not much then that.. As when you all read my blog since so long.. I believe you all can found out that.. I am using simple English.. Right?

From the case above.. There are 2 kinds of Stupid Mistakes that I have made.. 1st.. never read the Question and check my Answer probably.. 2nd.. decision that I have made while I am form 4.. lazy..

***There are still some special case de o!!!
For example like Lao Eh..
All of the above cant be apply on you..
For your case..
You have Crap Question~ CraP ANsWER~
and You Have No Stupid Mistakes~
ASK ME WHY???
Because you will use up all ur CRAP QUESTION + CRAP ANSWER~
To Cover All Your Stupid Mistakes become Proud of Urself~
CRAP!!! CRABB!!CRAPP!!! CRAP OF YOU!!!
Not like me.. so serious.. nyek..
I believe everyone who knows me did agree that right?
Yeah.. I knew that.. leave ur comment in my chatbox ya..
hehe.. Thank you..***

Nitess everyone..

sweet dream.. x D

2009-06-06T12:50:00.002+08:00

HUUU...
Since so long I did not have a sweet dream d..
Ya.. I did have it yesterday..
A really sweet dream..
Which have the opening..
and until the end..
Without disturb or awake by family..
YAWN...
Damn nice man.. hahahhaa..
Even when I am awake that time..
realize that is just a dream..
but dont know why..
my mood also feel better recently..
hehe..
^^v
Wahh.. hao ar~!!! hahhaa.. swt..

2009-06-01T22:10:00.003+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 5 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: My mom
3. Last text message: Today lo..
4. Last song you listened to: Sean Kingston : Fire Burning
5. Last time you cried: Last saturday.. x P

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope..
7. Been cheated on: Nope!!!
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope
9. Lost someone special: Ermm.. special? Dun even know is that consider special or not..
10. Been depressed: Recently? Ya!!!
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope nope nope..

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. White
14. Green

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yeah ^^v
16. Fallen out of love: Yes
17. Laughed until you cried: Ya.. a lot ler..
18. Met someone who changed you: Ya.. tat's you..
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Nope
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Ermmm.. yes..
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of them
23. How many kids do you want to have: Ehh.. depends lo..
24. Do you have any pets: Nope
25. Do you want to change your name: Nope.. nvr think of it before..
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Cele my birthday at mcD.. and got lao eh acc me..
27. What time did you wake up today: 7:15am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Listening song.. watching 1 piece!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Friday faster come.. =.=v
30. Last time you saw your Mother: har??? I am looking at my mom now.. swt..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wan fat!!!
32. What are you listening to right now: ngam ngam is the song Halo..
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope, nvr..
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Doing nothing
35. Most visited webpage: blogspot.com
36. Whats your real name: Tan Benn Kitt
37. Nicknames: Benn, Ben.. Kitty @@
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Pieces
40. Male or female?: Male
41. Elementary?: Happy kindergarden..
42. Middle School?: SRJK (C) Pin Hwa
43. High school/college?: High School Klang
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Short
46. Height: 169cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes..
48. What do you like about yourself?: ehhh~ermmm~ my attitude towards my career.
49. Piercings: 0
50. Tattoos: None
51. Righty or lefty: Righty ( learning lefty.. hehe)

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Nope..
53. First piercing: Nvr..
54. First best friend: Pearly..
55. First sport you joined: Basketball
56. First vacation: Walao.. memory good also cant remember this gua?? swt.. =.= I think shud be at genting..
58. First pair of trainers: When I was a kids.. =.=

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Bread
60. Drinking: Water
61. I'm about to: get melt.. too hot T_T
62. Listening to: Fall Out Boy : American suiteheart (woot~!)
63. Waiting on: frenz for dota.. haha.. x D

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: stil depends lo
65. Get Married?: ya..
66. Career?: Businessman.. CMO.. x D

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Shorter
70. Older or Younger: Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Depends xD

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Perfect vision also.. x P
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart: Ermm.. Mayb..
82. Been arrested: Never
83. Turned someone down: Yeah
84. Cried when someone died: Havent..
85. Fallen for a friend?: Ermm.. yes..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes..
87. Miracles: Sometimes..
88. Love at first sight: Yes..
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: No
91. Kiss on the first date: Yes..
92. Angels: Yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope..
95. Did you sing today?: Yeah
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nope..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Back to 31st of December 2008..
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 26th of March.. Yen's birthday..
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes..
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: For Sure..

Tag: Angel, Whaylyn, Kfc, Gene, Sam ! Start doing people! x D blek..

~MeMoRy LanD~

2009-05-30T00:22:00.006+08:00

Good in Memorize doesnt seems to be a good thing..
From what have happen this few months..
Last 2 Years..
Last 3 Years..
Last 10 Years..
Even what have happen when kindergarden..
I stil can remember very well in my mind..
What I have done..
Even every single move also can be remember..
It seems to be just happen yesterday..
Still fresh in my mind..

What makes me to remember things?
I always think that life is so short..
how long can we actually spend our time to enjoy the life?
and That's Why..
I will always Appreciate every single second that I have spend..
With All Of You..
no matter is a short time of hanging out together..
no matter is a sweet time or bad time we have..
I don't mind..
As loNG as we mEt.. I wilL remember it..

and That's the reason why whenever..
you say thanks for the fetch or for the meal to me..
I will reply you that :
***Thanks for spending your time to hang out with me..***
Its means that I really appreciate it..

Memory Is everywhere..
Most Memorable place - The Kopitiam -
A very good environment there..
and I really miss the time a lot..

The snooker table that we have been through..
Aeon GreenBox.. BBQ Plaza..
Jusco theater..
Sunway.. Subang restaurant..
UM.. Mid Valley..
Genting Highlands..
and all the place that I have been for education..

What have happen at the place that I have mention just now..
I am able to describe everything..

All this memory that I have gone through..
Is really a precious to me..
But because it was memorable..
and it makes me suffering now..

Take this chance to share this quote to all of you..

First, I was dying to finish my high school and start college..

and then I was dying to finish college and start working..

Then I was dying to marry and have children..

and then I was dying for my children to grow old enough..

so I could go back to work..

But then I was dying to retire..

and now I am dying..

and suddenly I realized..

I forgot to live..

Please don't let this happen to you..

Appreciate your current situation..

and enjoy each day..

To make money we lose our health..

and then to restore our health we lose our money..

We live as if we are never going to die..

As we die as if we never lived..

Even I was suffering right now..
But I never regret what I have done..
Except 1..
~The Promise~

Eat Alone

2009-05-27T23:40:00.004+08:00

After a half day of continuous work.. Our boss decide to buy pizza for us as lunch.. since our auditor is there also.. But I nvr join them for lunch..

Cos I suddenly feels like wana eat alone.. Wana eat wtout thinking.. No need to bother anyone at the moment.. Ya.. when I was very moody tat time.. I will become like tat.. jz want to be silence..

I still remember the last time tat I feels like eatin alone is on april.. 25th of april.. Sat.. Almost 1 month d.. Eat at Mamak when tat time.. Then meet up all of u at bamboo when tat day.. Dun whether noe any of u still remember or not.. But its good also tat u all cant remember.. since is not a good thing to remember.. but mayb.. 1 of u did noe I am moody..

When tat time I was playing chess v Lao Eh.. Akai and TL.. I seems like very happy when tat time.. cos I keep on smling and laughing.. but actly......... I am not.. Jz duwan to let you all saw my moody face.. But I love ur new game Lao eh.. thx 4 entertain me.. ^^

hmmmm... 4got to bring my notebook out for lunch today.. if not I shud be able to finish 1 of my masterpiece for my blog d.. It wil be post out by this friday..

Ok.. Good Nite Everyone..

Take it easy girl.. noe u r a hardworking 1.. But ur health r more important..
Take care..

Worries in 2009..

2009-05-21T22:02:00.003+08:00

What WILL happen IF I cont study while last year?
What WILL happen IF I nvr join u all for CNY?

But What happen after I join u all?
What's the situation when that time?
What's the situation for now?
and What will it be in the future?

Barrier are there..
and the gaps is getting worst..
What can I do for the moment?
What action should I take to rebuild the bridge?
Will the promise enough for rebuilt?
IF YES..
Then v deal it..

o_o

2009-05-18T01:21:00.003+08:00

Gonna look at the ceiling tonite d..
Cant sleep d..
0_0
swt

1st Vacation v Frenz - Genting Highlands -

2009-05-16T21:19:00.022+08:00

14th May - Gonna on leave tomorrow.. So have to settle my stuff be4 that.. Finish all my work before noon.. yawn.. tired man.. Then attend management meeting at 3pm.. until 6:15pm.. swt.. Tired~ Meet up v lao eh at kp.. then v play few round of snooker(he..hehe^^") and have our dinner at mcD.. my favorite food.. yeah x D

Meet up v gene at my hse at 9pm.. Fetch akai up and ys at subang.. and v start our long~ journey to genting highland.. lols.. nvm.. gene drive.. haha.. blek=P

Reach Genting at 11:20pm.. Akai follow me to get the room card from my dad.. cos my parents help us to book and check in d.. and v take this chance to enter casino to have a look.. Poor Akai.. kena check by the security guard.. hahahaha.. but I really looks that old d meh? y no check me? swt.. lols.. casino is really like heaven man!!!! Its totally different from outside.. swt..

Rush b to First world hotel while gene, ys, and lao eh was waiting for us.. check in and take shower be4 v go for supper..

1st destination for our Genting trip.. KFC.. lols.. not Kah Fong Chooi lo.. x D blek.. Lao eh didnt join us when tat time.. he go eat xi bei feng.. x P I almost fall asleep while I was eating.. this is the 2nd time for me where eat until fall asleep.. swt.. too tired d.. Walk around in first world hotel after our supper.. gene and ys go pat tor lo.. lao eh pulak drink coffee at old town.. and me? I am sitting outside v a lot of worried.. feels like lack of something.. haih.. Akai join me for a conversation after that.. Sleep after Lao eh reach first world hotel.. cos he got no key..

Until here.. no pics can be load up.. cos the camera man(me) was exhausted.. lols.. nitess..

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15th May - Yawn!!! Wake up at 7:15am today.. purposely ask gene they all wake me up when tat time de.. y ler? of course got things to do la.. haha.. (shhhh..) blek=P but end up.. everyone wake up v me also.. hahahah.. swt.. ok.. camera man is full of energy now.. TAKE PIC TIME.. 1st pics for our genting trip goes to~~~~~~~ yeah.. its you.. haha.

Lols.. Akai's sexy leg.. blek.. haha..

After all of us take turn for shower.. then v go for our breakfast at bakery.. pics again.. ^^ hehe..

Akai and Lao eh.. ^^
Ys and Gene.. ^^
Me, Akai, Lao Eh.. ^^

Back to hotel and start to pack our thing for check out at 11am.. and yeah.. lets rock and roll.. outdoor games!!! Our 1st game - Pirates ship.. hehe.. the starting game really makes us very funny.. everyone was shouting while v are laughing.. cos there is an indian guy who sitting in front of us was closing his eyes and laugh.. haha.. swt.. very bad la us.. Everyone also feel weird y v r laughing.. swt.. no good no good.. x P~

2nd game.. eh~ spinning chair.. lols x D take some pics be4 the game start.. cannot self shoot when tat time.. cos beside me got 2 girls.. later they all think this guy so syok sendiri lo.. x D since I am not use to self shoot also.. hehe.. blek=P

lao eh stun face.. haha.. x D

3rd game.. Lao eh, gene and akai play archery.. swt.. x D hahahaha.. funny man.. ys and I pulak become camera man.. keep on snap snap while the 3 zombie still shooting.. x D lols..

Lao Eh: I close eyes also can shoot la.. swt.. but end up.. ==
Gene on attention concentration d.. x D
Haha.. why I will say that there are 3 zombies shooting arrow ler?
Let us start from left to right..
1st 1 was shoot by a boomer.. simply shoot 1.. and end up tat result.. haha..
2nd 1 shoot by smoker.. too tall.. so keep on shoot at top instead at the middle..
3rd 1 shoot by hunter.. woot.. memang is hunter.. so result pretty well.. haha..
Click tat photo to look clearer.. x D haha..
(PLS NOTICE THE YELLOW CIRCLE.. x D)

4th game.. SpaceSHOT.. Woot.. but i play alone.. == no one wan acc me play.. swt.. is a very very VERY good game to play if you nvr play be4.. haha.. Very scary.. when at the top.. I am looking almost at the top of first world hotel d.. haha.. swt swt swt!!! When I come down tat time.. I am awake 10 times more.. @@ but its really fun man!!! hahahaha.. wOOT!

5th game.. Flying dragon.. blek.. paiseh ar akai.. I alwiz bang on you when there is a corner.. haha.. but damn fun de la.. cos i no need to hold the stick.. cos got you as my pillow.. hahahhaha.. blek.. x D

Bumber Boat time!! woot.. haha.. very fun man.. my shoes and pant get wet.. swt.. Akai didnt join us for the game.. cos he duwan to get his pant wet o.. swt lo.. A bit rain when tat time.. then v decide to play indoor.. indoor roler coaster.. swt.. almost fall alseep.. boring wei~

Bumber Car time!!! haha.. lols.. I think is the most enjoy time that v have.. not much ppl play.. so V keep on play and play.. a round and a round.. haha.. I pulak alwiz kena bang.. swt.. my face looks too kind to be bang? swt.. x D

Ok.. hungry d.. then v have our lunch at 1 of the restaurant located at genting hotel.. while eating tat time.. ermm swt.. received a call from my customer.. okok.. after I help my customer solve the problem... then cont my lunch v them.. ^^..

Our Dessert.. not bad ler? x D

Been to a small garden which behind themepark hotel.. took some pic over there.. lack of something.. swt.. ==

What kind of post is this? pan yao yeng? swt.. x D haha..

Then v b to outdoor themepark and play flying dragon for 2 round.. lols.. x D haha.. then only v go for motion master.. swt.. boring man!!! x D ok.. its almost 6pm d.. its time to go b.. have our dinner at subang.. then only v b to klang.. reach klang around 9 something.. tired o..

Sleep at Akai house today.. being wake up by Akai for 3 times.. and ya.. I know I was exhausted again.. sleep like a dead man until the next morning..

and YEAH.. tat's the story for our Genting Trip.. V all did enjoy all the day.. but for me.. I still wil say that.. its still lack of something.. ok.. good nitess everyone..

Snooker Day + Against My Half Pass Dead..

2009-05-10T22:08:00.002+08:00

9th May -Went out at 12 something to kp for my brunch today.. Pass by snooker and get shock.. GOSH!! no ppl.. Therefore.. I go for snooker before my lunch.. lols.. (cos is so hard to wait for a table..swt) .. After 1 round of game.. There is an indian guy would like to join me for game.. Ya.. sure.. since I am alone.. loser paid as he say.. 2 round of game.. I found out tat he is a student from H.I.C.T.. So duwan to waste his money la.. So I help him paid half..

After that again comes another guy who want to challenge me for game.. (swt.. y suddenly so many wana play v me? cos i look like a noob? herng!) I cant understand his language.. but the workers there tell me he meant loser pay.. ermm.. ok~ =.= is a 5 game match.. 3 round colour match + 2 round 9balls match..

He is a pro 1.. But mayb our situation is different.. His situation is to win so he no need to pay.. but mine is I dun really care bout it.. cos if he didnt join me.. I pay full amount.. If I lose all.. I also have to pay full amount.. So Y I have to give myself pressure? x D and end up.. I win all the game.. wakakaka.. play for free.. total rm20++ blek! (or mayb I really that pro? haha.. swt)

Go for my lunch after that.. then wait kfc come find me for snooker game again.. Ya.. again.. =.= snooker and snooker for the whole day.. swt..

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At Nite - been to yumcha at bamboo.. pick a few song over there.. listen and silence for a few minutes to let my brain hav a rest.. chatted v Teoh outside while he is smoking.. I was so glad tat time bcos v did not really chat for such long since last time.. v refresh b what v hav did while at tarc hostel life.. After Wc reach bamboo.. then v change destination.. to a mamak which nearby akai's hse..

After eat..................... hmmmm............ when on the way to akai house.. I almost get an accident.. driving 100+ at the small road.. and there is a car who suddenly cut into my lane to make a U turn.. swt.. there is only 3 to 4 sec for me to do emergency break be4 I bang his car.. They all even myself also tot I wont make it.. sure bang.. but I made it jz on time.. my car slight to the front.. I think left few mm be4 I bang his car.. Sorry Akai.. u r sitting in my car.. a innocent 1.. sorry again..

When I was breaking tat time.. I can feel like I am going to dead soon.. I did realize that my driving skill is kinda mad recently.. duno when I will get into an accident only.. I feel it today.. Swt.. Ya~ya~ I alwiz crap tat my car only need 3 sec from 0 to 100km/hr.. its really truth.. jz upside down.. is from 100 to 0.. hmm.. == is a hard time..

Sleep at Lao eh hse today.. at batu 17.. so far away.. when on the way to his house.. I realize tat when I gonna get into accident tat time is mother's day.. I almost give my mom a gift which she duwan at all... suddenly damn !@#$%^& down.. Sorry mom..Truthly apologize from ur damn stupid selfish son.. Sorry~.. U_U and I love you mom.. happy mother's day..

Even I noe someone wil scold me when they read this part.. But I stil wan to share this to exp to everyone..

~Appreciate Ur Life.. be4 Its Too Late~

Good nite everyone.. =\

planning failed

2009-05-08T21:45:00.004+08:00

I was late for my lunch today.. hmm.. swt..
Not very happy about it..
but no choice..
Being ask by my boss to settle some stuff be4 I can go for my lunch..

My plan for today was failed..
well..
Not good enough in planning I think..
Tat's y I failed..
Learn from the mistake..
Tat's what I will do..

Bcos of I failed to plan, and everything get stuck..

In Other words..

If u Failed to plan, u plan to fail..

Money Fly Day..

2009-05-04T21:38:00.003+08:00

Spending most of the time at warehouse today.. accept while 12 something.. been to Dutch Lady to settle some stuff and go for a late lunch.. and reach company at 2 something.. Back to warehouse again to cont my pre stock count for last month.. Due to last month everyone was so busy.. so the stock count being postpone to tomolo morning.. This month sales seems to be not very good.. not much order from customer.. Therefore v decide to hav a warehouse keeping..

Going to take a half day leave tomolo after the stock count.. Going to repair my car.. heard my collegue say it might need to spend 100++ to repair it.. omg d.. This month expenses gonna increase by 12% d.. x P shit.. wat to do? tested once gonna bang others ppl car d.. its better to fix it as soon as possible.. lols.. Old car wa.. no choice la.. but I hope this car still can be use for 4 more years.. >< PLSSS!!! lols..

Okla.. tat's all for today.. good nite.. ^^

Exhausted..

2009-05-03T23:17:00.003+08:00

After 4 days of joy with frenz..
it comes to an end for may 1st week..
Totally exhausted while writing this blog..
but stil wan to write something here.. lols..

Labour Day..
1st time in my life..
Receive a wish from my collegue..
Thank you very much..

Jia Yee's wedding party..
Held at Sat nite.. 7:45 v reached..
my 1st frenz among all of us who get married..
Anyway.. best wishes from all of us to you..

Been to yumcha after Jia Yee's party..
6 of us include..
Gene, Wc, CY, KFC, Akai and me..
Go for left 4 dead after tat..
Play until almost fall asleep..
Sleep at gene hse today..
Sleep after I lie down on the bed..
omg..

Acc angel go look for job today..
lols.. laugh whole day..
Especially the uncle at escalator..
Mayb v talk until too serious d?
omg la.. haha.. now sore throat d..
btw.. no worries ya..

After send angel b..
V all meet up at kp snooker..
play few round then go for dinner..
hehe.. chat v kfc while dinner..
yum cha at eng ann mamak..

and ya.. come b and wrote this all..
lols.. ok.. hope all of u sleep well..
Good nite..^^

A moody day for You..

2009-05-02T01:27:00.004+08:00

Know tat Your mood is not very good today..
same as mine..
My brain is kinda jam recently..
Too many things stuck inside my brain..
totally jam..
Full of pressure..
Tiring..

Even I dunno why You are so moody..
Mayb bcos of You are too tired?
Hopefully is..
Cos You will sleep early today..
Then tomolo(sat) will be happy b d lo? x D
haha.. Hopefully la..
^^

No worries, Be happy..

Malaysia Drift

2009-04-26T23:17:00.002+08:00

Sat - Went out at noon.. Cut my hair nearby kp and have my brunch at kp mcD.. buy a car perfume and go sg to look for present.. sms angel at 2:30pm.. c whether she can acc me go or not.. need some girl's opinion la.. but nvr get any respond from her.. its bcos of i send to her 012 number which nvr being use d.. =.= At UM's cafeteria rest a with a drinks while waitin her reply.. and also bcos I am very tired and my shoulder suddenly get pain.. ><

Cant get thru her number.. so no choice la.. go myself.. But cant find any nice present.. even the thing tat I wanted to buy also cant find.. omg.. I am damn cha in shopping.. Failed.. lols.. End up sweating in sg.. HOT! been to the mussical shop to look for a violin book.. but.. I am totally exhausted to find a better 1 d.. So consider window shopping la.. @@

Try to call angel again while at petrol station.. then only I realize tat I keep on call the wrong number.. tat's y cant get thru her.. STUPID HUH.. lols.. okla.. b to klang and play snooker at kp alone.. hehe..

Wc and angel was on the way to find me at kp for dinner de.. but when tat time my mood is not very good.. so I choose to eat alone la.. sry ya.. lols.. then v all meet up at bukit tinggi bamboo..
Playing chinese chess v Lao eh TL and Akai.. meanwhile.. Wc, angel, gene, teoh and his gf was chatting.. v left around 11 sumthing and go for left 4 dead..

Ok.. tat's the story come.. when 4 of us was on the way to mamak which nearby Akai hse.. V choose to open window instead of air cond.. and I was lying on the door there and let all the wind blow on me.. close my eyes and enjoy my life.. woohoo.. I jz like the feel.. Lao eh drive kinda fast.. but I belif ur skill man.. lols.. and I heard something.. Drift sound.. Lao eh's car was drifting while he do connering.. @@ BUT!! the Drift sound is from.... the FRONT TYRE!!! omg! if tat drift sound is more than 3 sec.. ok.. all of u wil saw us in the 1st page of the newspaper d.. lols..

Reach gene hse at 2 sumthing.. acc him study.. then after tat v hav pillow talk.. x D only v fall asleep at 5 if I am not mistaken.. lols.. and someone did chatted v me until fall alseep again.. hahaha.. but I noe u r very tired d.. no worries.. ^^

good nite..

Ermm.. what to put for this title? lols..

2009-04-22T23:02:00.003+08:00

Rules:
~Copy it to your blog post, erase my answers, enter yours, and lastly tag 10 people.~Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.~They have to be real. Nothing made up!~If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.~You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What Is Your Name : Ben (== kns u angel..)
2. A Four Letter Word : Boss..
3. A Boy's Name : Benji..
4. A Girl's Name : Belinda..
5. An Occupation : Barber..

6. A Color : Blue..

7. Something You'll Wear : Boh ler.. walau eh.. ==

8. Any Noun From The Bible : Bible? hehehe..
9. A Food : Bread.. @@
10. Something Found In The Bathroom Or Your Bag : Baby shampoo? or powder? x D
11. A Place : Boston.. x P~
12. A Reason For Being Late : Battery exhausted la.. so alarm nvr ring.. x P
13. Something You'd Shout : Bodoh you!!! lols
14. A Movie Title : Batman!!! yeah.. hahha.. even I dun like it.. =.=
15. Something You Drink : Beer? lols..
16. A Musical Group : Backstreet boys? x P
17. An Animal : Butterfly.. == cannot think la.. hehe..
18. A Street Name : Balakong?
19. A Type Of Car : BMW (woot! my dream car..) @@
20. The Title Of A Song : Breathless..

People I Tag :
1. Tuck Long
2. Gene
3. Crystal Ys
4. Angel Devil
5. Kah Foong
6. Lao Eh
7. Ysan
8. Pearl
9. Leong
10. Yvonne

The Longest blog.. ReMiX

2009-04-19T20:28:00.013+08:00

17 april - Friday- Wake up at 7am as usual.. go and work as usual.. A lot of my collegue was on leave today.. So no much works to do also.. what so special about today? Yeap.. having my lunch with angel today.. Think wat to eat until my head big d.. and since angel like to eat bbq plaza.. then v go bbq plaza ba.. Lols..

Out for lunch sharp at 12:30.. 2 hours break.. But I only able to pick angel up at 1:15.. cos jam everywhere.. omg.. our destination.. sunway pyramid.. Kinda scare while eatin with angel.. hold my chopstick also can feel tat my hand was shiver.. Wana take the food to you also scare scare.. omg betul.. Mayb v jz knew each other.. hmm.. Anyway.. V did take some pic over there.. havent get the pic from you.. So will post it later..

The waiter really makes us feel very funny.. and the green tea tat he serve.. ermm.. =.= drink quite a lot of time d also feels likes is chinese tea.. x D omg.. After finish our lunch is edy 3:30pm.. What's happening? I AM LATE!! Get jam again while send angel back.. Reach company at 4pm today.. shhhh... lols.. Really enjoy having lunch with you..

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18 April - SAT - After having breakfast with my parents.. Then I start prepare stuff to go UM again.. why UM? ya.. Its bcos of I am student over there obviously.. =.=||| lols.. geng ler me? 4.0 student lai de ler.. x D (dream la!!!) Been there to study Economy with angel.. Lols.. being ask to teach.. But I am the who being teached.. hahaha.. omg.. mana ada got 2.3 student teach 4.0 student geh?? really omg.. paiseh kah.. x P

After having our lunch v angel and her roommate, then v start do revision at library.. and when I step in the library.. looking at those student.. I was like.. ermm.. gosh.. I am facing those student who r clever than me more than x100.. x D shit.. Hahaha..

I did bring my sports wear there to try play basketball with the student there de.. but all the court got no ppl geh.. sob.. mayb now is exam week.. so no choice la.. find 1 day go again.. x P

Ehemm.. after 1 hour plus of study.. both of us also feel tired d..( blek blek.. chatting more?) then as a reward.. v go mid valley for snooker.. but tat place is too complicated for a simple ppl like us.. lols.. so decide to come b klang to join everyone here..^^ lols.. V have a few games of snooker at KP while waitin everyone.. C below pic..

Yeng mou? angel was concentrate aiming be4 she hit the cue.. and this is the pic that I took be4 she enter her cues ler!! geng de ler.. hahaha.. very funny games with her.. lols.. really enjoy.. ^^ and yeah..Wc come find us after that.. standing behind of us.. omg u.. x D then 3 of us play for a few more games be4 v go for dinner.. but paiseh la angel.. bring u go somewhere got a lot ppl smoke.. ^^ "

Have our dinner at mamak nearby KP.. Now become my turn to be angel tour guide for 1 nite frenz hse round.. lols.. hope you enjoy it.. and all the best in ur this comin exam ya.. hope to noe ur eco result soon.. hahahaha.. lols..

ok.. stop here for the happy moment.. ^^

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AT NITE - lie down on wc's car since I am sitting behind.. lols.. sms with You at the moment.. You feels like eatin mcD.. so after 3 of us been to pasar mlm.. then v go bukit tinggi mcD to tar pao for you.. Ya.. when I was goin to reach ur shop.. I was like gonna get heart attack d.. It shud'nt happen de.. but it did come naturally.. Tot to have a chat wit u over there geh..hmm.. but its ok.. since u got frenz over there.. ^^

Left after I pass the food to you.. back to bamboo to join angel and wc over there.. Ermm.. yeah.. I feels like wana drink alcohol suddenly.. after 2 glasses of calsberg.. my head started to feel unstable d.. 2nd time touch alcohol.. omg.. ya.. obviously.. I am damn moody when tat time.. Everyone was asking is it bcos of you? since they are asking about you.. So I jz tell them what they ask.. But do I really drink bcos of you? ermm.. Nope.. its not..

I feel very stable with You edy since last time.. what's our relationship? Friends.. A frenz tat you have choose to speak with in the net to share our story.. I apreeciate it d.. Am I consider give up on you? A No in terms of my heart.. A yes in terms of my brain and action.. So what is this consider to? I have no idea.. I only know tat I choose to c you happy.. But.. u r not happy right now.. Ur birthday is comin very soon.. I will pray for you as u wish.. no worries..

So.. how bout my part? Y am I drinking for?? I jz knew tat.. when I was drinking tat time.. I was thinking to myself.. COME ON MAN.. what have you done!! how can you do such a stupid thing.. Am I really do a mistake over here? I will figure it out someday..

Hmmm.. I think tat's all for my this post today.. If all of u are reading my this sentense.. thx for spending ur time to read my this long post.. lols.. ok..

Good Nite Everyone..

Sushi King..

2009-04-16T23:57:00.003+08:00

16th April - Get a call from gene while 4 sumthing if I am not mistaken.. Was told that goin to eat Sushi at bukit tinggi.. So I start to rush finish all my job be4 6pm.. So I am able to leave sharp at 6 today.. meet up with gene and wc after I reach home..

But destination has been change to Mid Valley.. bcos we have to go fetch A.n.g.e.l eh~~ paiseh.. suddenly feels like wana sing song.. yeah its angel.. crystal reach right after angel get into the car.. yeap.. 5 of us.. ^^

What a long Q in front of the shop.. omg.. There is a fashion show over here today.. I damn like the song that played by their DJ man.. Remix Poker face.. GOSH!!! damn nice.. >_< the bass was so nice!!! loud and clear.. WOOT!

I am kinda quite today while in the restaurant.. bcos my attention is still in the song play from the fashion show.. hehehe.. if not 4 of them will have to listen I talk crap d..x D

Really very cheap for today's sushi king.. RM50 still got balance.. heheh.. woot.. Walk around for a while be4 v go b.. After send angel b.. Then 4 of us include crystal drive her own car..

Reach home at 11pm.. Woot.. Really enjoy the meal v all of u.. ^^ wasted nvr took any pic today.. aiks.. next time I wont 4get again.. ^^ hope you are fine there ya crstal..

ok.. good nite everyone.. ^^

Frenz x D

2009-04-16T00:13:00.002+08:00

Awake at 3 am sumthing today.. ter+dream my alarm ring.. then I pulak get shock and jump down from the bed and wana go close it.. omg.. saw only 3 sumthing.. woohoo.. jump b to the bad and cont sleeping.. yeah..

somehow.. I feels like myself sleep quite a lot even I sleep at 3am yesterday.. cos I can feels like I am gonna late today cos my alarm ring quite a long time d.. but when I c my clock.. its only 7am.. WOOT~! mayb cos yesterday chat v angel at msn? blessed by angel? hahahha.. the halo effect.. x D

After work.. Tot can play basketball today.. but cancel d.. kinda sad de lo.. haih.. but somehow.. received a call from WC to go limteh.. yeah.. ON.. and the most surprise thing is.. WOW.. white myvi.. long time nvr saw u d while weekdays time TL.. woot.. So glad to c u join us b again.. ^^

We go for snooker be4 go limteh.. cos all of us jz finish our dinner.. hehehe.. have a very nice game o today.. talk a lot of nonsense today.. jz only the last few round seems to be more serious.. lols.. anyway.. so long nvr play v TL d.. woot.. hope to play v u all again..

okla.. tat's all for my blog today.. good nite everyone.. ^^

Sing K day..

2009-04-13T01:31:00.008+08:00

SAT - Ya! Sing K day.. After a month that I have ajak them to go for K.. Finally v make it while this time.. Tuck long.. Lao eh.. KFC, Jeffrey, Ysan and me.. 6 of us.. ^^

Sing a lot of song today o.. ya.. release tension.. Feel so good after tat.. woohooo.. Feels like going again.. After a short 3 hours in the room.. its time to leave.. well.. Tuck long is going b to have dinner v his family.. Lao eh follow his car.. then my side here.. after send jeffrey and ysan b..

kfc and I decide to play basketball.. but the weather.. omg.. its raining.. no choice.. change plan to snooker.. blek..

At nite.. all of us go yumcha at NJ.. wow.. so long nvr saw eveyone sitting down together d.. only Lao Eh cant join us.. sad.. Go INC to save the world.. omg.. no rasa d.. its getting bored to play games.. mayb i dun like the CC..

Sleep at gene hse again today.. kinda regret to pass the ppstream software to you today.. cos u wake me up a lot of time while I am gonna fall alseep to teach u use it.. @@ omg betul.. lols..

Sleep at 5 sumthing if I am not mistaken.. omg..

Here is some picture that I have took while at greenbox.. hehe.. ^^v

Lao eh(Lam Fong) Vs TL(backstreet boys).. lols

Eh? Ysan, R u singing or laughing? x P

Tuck Long : hmmm.. wat is it? dang hoon? try it out..

Lao eh : eh? English song? not my type =.= (throw mic)

KFC : I am superstar!!! (angel wan challenge me? nvr scare be4 la!!1 wahahaha..!)

I am still wondering y jeffrey is not in any of the pic.. I remember I got take ur pic de ler.. mayb Hp camera got problem.. paiseh ya Jeffrey.. ^^"

Ok.. tat's all for this week blog.. ^^

good nite eveyone..

FriendS - VIP.. Pearly -

2009-04-10T21:31:00.003+08:00

Why VIP?
Bcos I learn a lot of thing from you.

started our friendship while.. standard 5..
Do I confess to u when tat time?
But u did know it even I nvr really confess..

I am kinda "small gas" when that time..
therefore.. V lost contact for 4 years..
Tat's the punishment for me..

Get to meet you back when form 5..
ya.. tat's the time I really confess to you..
wait kinda long for this chance huh..

tat's the 1st time for me to get into a relationship..
Even I threat u well..
but I noe nth.. act stupid.. damn childish..
tat's y.. v cant stay long..
perhaps I have no choice..

V argue a lot.. almost everyday..
After a while.. I started to refresh b..
Am I really wrong?
YES.. I AM..

After thinking alone for a while..
ya.. its time to made some changes..
more mature to handle a relationship..
Even my impression for everyone is so funny(sohlou=.=) until now..

There is some misunderstanding between us..
tat's the thing I dun like..
I did not cheat u be4..
But u choose not to belif me..
No choice..
What I can say is..
I did tell a lot of my frenz that..
thx to you..
I am able to live happily now..
Bcos wat you have scold me last time...
I have change it.. to become a better person
a better BF..

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Why VIP?
A frenz that I actly look at u..
wearing primary sch uniform..
secondary sch..
university..
and working uniform..

Is already a full cycle of our life man..
that's y I was so glad to actly have lunch with u last few weeks..
A very nice feel..
10 years frenz..
Even you r not really appreciate me due to I am ur x..
However,
I appreciate you as a frenz so much no matter how..

At the End..
Thanks to you for everything that you have give me last time..
Its the oldest history that I have with me..
and its now written in my blog..
Last Forever..^^
Thank you..

Power.. Fame.. Reputation..

2009-04-09T20:58:00.003+08:00

Today.. Our warehouse personnel + The Production exe was on leave.. the 2 main important person is not here today.. Therefore I was given power to fully in charge of the warehouse today.. Cos I am the only 1 left who know about the warehouse and part of the production procedure..

Very busy today.. Have to take care of every incoming packaging materials.. unloading containers.. and etc.. my hands and brain are fully utilize today.. hahahha.. ya! that's the feel I like.. If I am able to work jz like that everyday.. I will be very glad..

All management staff have to come down again to help the production again.. But I am not able to get help cos I have a lot of job to do.. BUT... Ya.. I have prepare everything this time to let u c boss.. Nvr get any complain from you this time about any quality issue.. haha.. blek! tat's how v improve ourself rite? challenge ur boss is the way v get suceed.. bcos they are the successful person.. but of corse.. dun over do it la.. later ur boss will ask u.. " u r the boss or me? " hahahhaa..

Our production supervisor was asking for a change by telling another supervisor with our HR exe to do the capping job.. Even the supervisor has approve the change.. But.. I oppose.. That's the job who shud be done by guys.. cos everyone dun like the job.. hand will get pain after work for sure.. tat's what I have done yesterday.. Besides, our HR exe is the 1 who alwiz take care of me.. jz like I am her youngest brother.. therefore.. its time for me to protect my "sister" this time.. tat's me.. alwiz use power to protect someone that I wan.. I think pearly shud know it well.. rite? haha..

Finally.. I can feel of having power.. the Fame is there.. But I am not satisfy yet.. bcos the power is only for temporarily.. I will make it permannetly by getting throught all the operator, managent staff.. top management staff.. bosses.. CEO.. Board Of director's heart THAT !!! I DESERVER IT!!!!!

A Tiring Day..

2009-04-08T21:39:00.005+08:00

Suddenly get an urgent order from my customer.. In order to fulfill the customer requirement.. All management stuff will have to get into the production floor to speed up the line as a operator.. due to v do not have enuf man power..

Hmmm.. After a 6 hours non stop working in the production floor without rest.. I started to feel my hand and leg getting pain.. When all of us get out from there.. V get scold by the Boss.. due to some quality issue.. I have been scold which I actly do it correct.. All my management stuff even my OM did help me to explain.. thx to all of u.. I appreciate it.. but its ok.. I accept being scold by the boss cos I did done some mistake and alsoI respect him.. But I will not get scold by him for 2nd time at the same issue.. That's the challenge..

Now I understand the feeling for those employees who really put a lot of effort on his work but at the end get scold by the boss.. But it will not affect my attitude towards my works.. Bcos The Marketing Rules and Roles Alwiz Be in My Mind!!!

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After a tiring day.. when I was on the way back to klang.. get a call from Ah hoe tat my hp's camera has been fixed.. cost rm30 for this repair.. yeah.. let's try it out.. SNAP!!!

hahaha..u r the 1 who alwiz be with me when I am working.. so u be my model la.. kawaii betul.. but u r not that fair d la.. cos that day u being throw by someone from the front to back.. =.= dirty d.. (know who u r? x D)

Have my dinner alone today.. since today so tired.. then eat my favourite food la.. mcD.. Almost fall alseep at mcD while eating.. @@ then have 3 games snooker be4 I go home.. Tot can play basketball today.. but cancel d.. bcos its raining.. haih..

okla.. tat's all for today.. good nite everyone..

3 Days blog.. x D

2009-04-07T00:45:00.003+08:00

SAT - been to my grandmother hse while afternoon.. kinda boring over there.. cos nth to do.. hehe.. but luckily my cousin open a hp shop over there.. so can go find him chat there.. come back around 6pm..

Have dinner with ysan at BBQ plaza.. next time dun put the vege straight into ur mouth when its hot la!!! haha.. omg betul.. but paiseh la.. makes u not so happy cos saw someone over there.. sad.. anyway.. enjoy eating with u.. ^^ (4got to buy u ice-cream.. next time la.. ^^")

After send ysan back.. then I meet up with gene and wc for movie at 1U.. akai, teoh and his gf join us.. Fast and Furious.. 11pm show.. WOOT!!!!!!! long time nvr watch such a nice mve d.. YAWNNN!!! worth pay man!!!! go watch if u havent watch yet k? hehe lols..

After mve.. v go for supper nearby akai hse... well.. as usual.. keep on talk nonsense over there la.. but v did enjoy over there..

Sleep at gene's hse today.. c him play RO until fall alseep.. lols.. gene sleep at 6am.. x D

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SUN - Gene wake up at 10am today.. and me? lols.. wake up at 2 sumthing.. hehehe.. no choice ma.. i only able to sleep until tat late while sun ma.. so sleep as much as I can lol.. go save the world today.. but only gene.. kfc and me.. after tat is edy 8pm.. then v have our dinner at kp old town.. buy an ice cream from mcD before v off.. ^^

After send kfc back then only I get to reach home.. think of have to work next day d.. so no energy to post.. lols.. x D

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Mon - Ehh.. macam biasa lo.. wake up early in the morning.. then go for work.. has been send by the company to our another factory for doin some inspection stuff.. but its raining.. everything hav to delay due to it.. but get some nice information from my HR exe.. which is I have 24 days leave can be use for this year.. hehe.. stil thinking how to use up this leave ler.. woot.. ^^

ok.. End of my blog for today.. ^^

Your Feeling..

2009-04-03T23:53:00.002+08:00

You are kinda emo recently..
and this is not the You that I wanted to c..
I know there is nth much I can do to make you happy..
The only thing that I can do is to spend up my sleeping
time to chat with you until midnite 2 3am this few days..

Hopefully it did makes you feel better..

Jz wan to c You be happy.. all the best to You.. ^^ yeah!

~Dun Worry, Be Happy~

FriendS - basketball pro -WC-

2009-04-03T00:25:00.003+08:00

Taken while his birthday.. -Wai Chung-
( got girl say u leng chai when u start put this pic o.. c i so smart put this pic.. dun 4get wat u hav promise ya.. shhh..)
xD

Lols.. Ya! 1 of my best frenz which same class with me since form 1.. hahahha.. great.. 8 years frenz d huh.. very long le o.. ^^

hmm.. V dun hav much story can be share over here.. cos v only same class for 2 years.. which is while form 1 and form 2.. the rest not same d.. but of corse v did gather together la.. cos every morning gene and I will go ur hse only v cycle to sch de.. hahaha..

working with u at JJ for for 1 month as a promoter before.. lols.. is quite a good exp for me bcos that is my 1st time of being a promoter.. lols.. hahahaa.. salary quite high de ler!! xD when tat time so happy bcos v keep on ular ular go buy food while at nite... hahhaha.. omg betul.. Do quite a lot of stupid things over there.. hahaha.. damn funny while think of it..

Ya.. both of us have the same hobby.. which is.... yeah.. basketball.. Among all of us.. you are the best of all.. and tat's y.. I alwiz like to play with you.. no matter v r in the same team or not.. I enjoy the game as long as u r in the match.. lols.. When u ask for a 1 on 1 match v me.. yeah.. lets bring it on.. but mostly.. I lose.. hahahha.. lols..

V dun like to lose in a basketball match.. especially having 1 on 1 match.. But.. when I lose to you that time.. I have no anger about that y I will lose.. bcos u r really good.. u deserve it.. besides.. I did noe my limit......for the moment... hahahhahaha.. I will win all the match with u someday instead of 1 match.. hahahha.. blek.. xD

Okla.. all the best in ur work my bro.. ^^ drive slowly la.. I noe u r INITIAL B driver.. lols.. but there are a lot of ~!@#$%^&** driver on the road de lo..

~basketball spirit + friendship forever~ ^^v

Finally... Get Promoted!!!! ^^

2009-04-01T00:32:00.005+08:00

31st MARCH - YAWNNNN!!!!! Get Promoted!!! being call by my boss into his room after my lunch... lols.. then he pass my comfirmation letter to me.. and he started to teach me something in his room before he left to singapore for 4 days v quite a serious face..

After I get back to my place and open my letter.. Ermm.. I was a bit shock.. get promoted to Sales Executive now .. >< Ouch... Now only I understand why my boss keep on give me pressure this month.. and I was scold by him fews time in this month.. Cos he wan to push me to the level.. he did speak well with me jz now about my previous mistake again while I am in his room.. tq boss.. I will alwiz remember tat..

My superior, my boss and me.. is the only sales team in our company.. But even my superior is not graduate from business studies.. Only my boss and I study in marketing.. but however.. I did respect both of them.. Cos they are the 1 who acc me help and support me in my career.. Whenever I become sucessful.. my superior and my boss is the 1 I would like to say thank you cos of giving me chance at the early of the begining.. I appreciate so much.. and I wont u all down.. all the best to myself.. hehehe.. ^^v LETS ROCK AND ROLL!!!!

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In the other case.. when I was having lunch with pearly today.. jz realize that today is the last day that u work in the company.. lols.. so lucky la today can eat v u again.. but is this consider good news or bad news? lols.. hahaha.. omg.. okla.. instead of cont my crap.. all the best in ur study la.. but u still got plenty of time to spend huh? enjoy ur holiday then.. ^^ got time come out yumcha la..
take care.. nitesss

幸福 - 吉诗

2009-03-30T21:39:00.002+08:00

爱上你就好像我爱上了篮球一样..
奋不顾身的与劲敌抢球..
把球投进篮里..

就如..

我爱上你一样..
想带着你奔跑别所无求..
希望能亲手把你投入幸福的篮里..

A happy lucky Day..

2009-03-26T23:37:00.004+08:00

26th March - Wake up early in the morning as usual.. but today kinda sleep while at the company.. cos sleep very late yesterday.. @@..

Have lunch with Pearly today o.. Yawn!!!!! finally got chance to have lunch with you d..since I did ajak u quite a number of time d.. hahahahhaha.. lols.. V did have almost 1 year nvr meet d huh??? so glad to meet u back again.. energy fully charge at the moment.. hahaha..

1pm.. while I was waiting you downstairs.. I am looking around that place for a nicer restaurant.. but luckily I did turn back.. if not I am sure u will scare me from behind.. cos u jz came down.. rite? herng.. lols..

Kinda shock to know tat ur family still remember me.. since is quite a long time ago d.. but is glad to noe tat.. miss ur dad's cook o.. so nice..

well.. hope can meet v u again la.. cos today also not much v chat.. only around 45 mintues.. haih.. V know each kinda long d o.. standard 5 frenz until now d.. great~ ^^ take care ya..

O.. ya! btw.. wan me settle the guy for u? he bully u ler!!! actly I really damn boh song while heard wat u say jz now de lo honestly.. Really feels like wana hit him.. =.= Even u noe tat I wont do so.. Cos I am not tat violent rite?? hahahaha..

Thx for spending ur time to have lunch with me.. I appreciate so much..^^v peace

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After my dinner.. wai chung akai and me go for snooker o.. lols..30 bucks games.. kinda long d v play.. but today is really in a good mood.. lols.. even I nvr enter much.. but still can win.. cos they enter the black cue at the middle of the game.. hahahaha.. blek..

Reach home at 11:30.. tot will get scold badly d.. =.= but.. it can be say is a miracle d.. NVR get scold woR!!!!! woot~ memang great~!!! hahahhahahaha.. omg betul.. after bath wash clothes.. then I start blogging in front of pc d.. and tat's it.. my post for today.. ^^ tq..

The sun~ =.= @@..

2009-03-24T00:00:00.005+08:00

Sleep at 1 something yesterday.. jz as usual.. but I manage to wake up right after my alarm ring.. Some more is straight wake up v full energy tat type..

Wake up and straight go prepare myself.. Still got plenty of time.. I alwiz put 45 min earlier bcos I alwiz cant wake up after my alaram ring.. =.= lols.. So I lie down on the floor and try to rest.. without wearing clothes.. Cos is really damn hot man!!! then I realize Y I can wake up on time d.. its bcos of too hot.. cant sleep more also.. =.=

my father use my car send to work today.. cos he send his car for repair.. and I am hugging my this dog when on the way to my office.. Woot~ cold cold 1.. hahaha.. nice to hug..Reach klang around 7pm.. and the SUN IS STILL BURNING LIKE EARLY IN THE MORNING!!!!! arghhhhh.... I am not super man nia!!! if not sure break the sun into half!!!! herng!!! Zzz.. and now midnite d still feels like in the sona.. =.= Zzzzz...

Tat's all la.. so boh song now.. !@#$%^&*!@#$%^&* =.=|||

A big MC for me..

2009-03-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

Took MC from company while Friday.. feel headache.. really cant continue work d.. so get back home after my breakfast somewhere nearby my hse..

Yawn.. 1st time chat v you while weekdays time o.. what a memorable day o.. lols.. take a nap after that.. fuyo!! 7 month d.. nvr sleep while afternoon.. omg betul.. >< so nice feel while wake up.. macam dragon.. hehe..

SAT- stay at home whole day.. playing games.. watch mve.. chit chating with frenz.. tat's what I have done o.. omg betul.. get sleep after you gonna offline.. its around 4am d if I am not mistaken..

Wake up at 2pm today.. @@ Maybe its bcos of parents are not at home since sat.. So can sleep until so late.. hmmm.. kinda sesat today.. Duno what am I thinking actly.. feel very blur.. so sitting outside and look at the sky thinking what shud I do.. Its like~ haiz~~~~~~ * Sigh * suffering rite now.. =.= Zzz.. duno how to say also.. @@

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*specially write for u lao eh* being told by u tat u didnt smoke at all today.. u have try to not smoke.. but u r now suffering and choose to sleep be4 u cant endure.. try ur best ba.. V will alwiz support u.. ^^

FriendS - STK.. NTL

2009-03-22T03:08:00.002+08:00

NTL - while CNY 2008

Ya.. ah long gor.. 1 of my best bro.. started to chat with you while form 5.. rite? blek.. its quite a short time v being together.. but v r so close now.. mayb v do have a lot of similar attitude? lols.. ^^

V can pei he each so well.. jz like what v have done last time.. when tat time v acting argue and wana fight outside the classroom.. and so ngam there is a prefect standing there looking at us.. even he also dun dare walk over us.. lols.. omg betul.. hmm.. among all of us.. I think both of us nvr argue be4 huh? duno is a good thing or nor also.. lols haha..

Whenever I am damn moody tat time last month.. u sure appear in front of me de.. acc me play snooker la.. v even play the big table de.. omg.. shoot like hell.. CANNOT ENTER 1!!!! >< and u will alwiz entertain me.. memang is brother man.. thanks a lot..

But the time u spend v us is getting lesser recently.. its quite a long time I nvr saw u in basketball court d.. lols.. Mayb u r really busy.. hmm.. well.. perhaps v have no choice huh..

Anyway.. Thanks for bringing me to the Hong Leong Charity Run so I can meet back her(1 of the important person in my life) which will be posted soon in my blog.. Long time nvr saw u liao dai gor!!! when wana go save the world again??? ahahhaha... lols.. blek.. ^^

All the best in ur study.. ^^ Best Bro Forevaz.. peace ^^v lols

headache~>_<

2009-03-19T23:35:00.002+08:00

headache~ headache~ Get headache while around 3 something in the afternoon.. get a sudden job from my boss.. when tat time I was helping the production bcos v are lack of man power for the moment.. hmm.. well.. perhaps I have no choice.. rush up to office and start my work..

After Finish my work.. then I back to production floor again which I have promise my OM to help the production up.... Ouch.. I am exhausted I think..

Leave the company sharp at 6 today..After reach home.. while waiting my dad reach home and go out for dinner.. I fall asleep in my car.. omg.. ya.. Totally exhausted this time.. @@ now still got a little bit headache..

Ya.. mayb You r rite.. I cannot sleep so late.. cos I have to wake early in the morning.. lols.. but... who cares? You are my medicine ler.. chat v u edy can cure everything.. hahaha.. blek.. ^^

Basketball day..

2009-03-18T23:26:00.002+08:00

Fuyooo... Finally did gather together and go for basketball game.. yahoo..!!! long time nvr play d lu..haha.. damn syok today..

But unfortunately, my leg terseliuh once again while I gonna save the ball.. =.= omg betul.. pain~ >< But as usual.. Choose to cont play.. and v won !!! ya!!! satisfied.. after rest a while.. then v cont playing.. even will feel pain while running.. But still wan to cont play.. woot.. win most of the match v my teammate.. ya.. tat's the feel I like..

According to economic terms.. The Marginal Utility of playing a game will increase but eventually it will drop after a period of time.. But it cant really apply on me.. The 1st time I touch basketball is while I am standard 3.. teach by my dad..

Until today.. I still love to play basketball.. Asking me to sit beside the court and look other playing? Nope.. I cant do it.. I will sure go forward and ask for join while they are not haivn any games even I duno them.. tat's wat happen at TARC last time..

Basketball is consider part of my life d.. alwiz hope to have my gf to play basketball v me.. tat's the most happy time I will have.. I did have the time be4.. and I love the feel.. tq ^^..

Sun and Rain form A Perfect Rainbow #1

2009-03-18T00:01:00.003+08:00

Its Been a while I have nvr saw any rainbow d.. ya!! finally saw it while I reach my company.. haha.. faster get down from the car and take picture of it.. v my company name also.. hehe.. lols..

Well.. yesterday nite very happy... Sleep also sleep very well.. until almost cant awake again.. haha.. lols.. ^^ jz hope to maintain it jz like tat.. its actly enuff for me d.. ^^ thank you..

^^v

Sick of Missing You..

2009-03-16T21:58:00.002+08:00

I was listening this song recently.. No matter where I have been.. I will listening this song with my head set.. Start listening this song when I start my car while on the way to my company.. While lunch time.. and also when on the way back home..

Y is this song so special to me? well.. obviously.. its bcos of You.. When I listening this song.. I will start thinking of you.. start to miss you.. but why? I shud not listen to this song since I mention that how to make my time more pack so only I wont miss you so badly in the previous blog..

Hmmm.. What I can say is.. I am being intoxicate in this song.. It cool me down even I am missing you.. I nvr really listen to understand what's this song about.. But.. I know what is the meaning of halo.. Even my Marketing books also wrote that halo is a good sign..

Post this blog + this song together for You.. May all ur wish come true.. May all ur burden comes to me..

Missing You..

2009-03-15T22:23:00.001+08:00

When I close my eyes.. I will saw you in my mind.. With a happy smiling face.. Mayb its bcos of ur impression for me is alwiz tat happy.. Whenever I have some free time.. I will think of u.. What should I do to make my time more pack so I wont Miss You so badly??? But I noe that's no way for me to do.. Cos I did missing You right now.. lols.. omg..

I use to stay at home while weekends.. But now.. I will have to go out everyday hang out v my frenz.. Most probably I will stay at my frenz hse on sat.. Cos mostly V will be having fun until very late.. and straight get sleep after tat..

Watch midnite movie at AEON yesterday.. 11:45pm show.. started not use to it while 12 something.. cos use to chat v u when tat time.. Really feels like wana call u tat time.. But hp left only 2 dollars.. lols..

I am not facing the problem that I face last time.. not that emo.. not feeling that bad.. no regretness.. But.. I get myself into 2nd step.. Which is sick of Missing You..

FriendS - PBSM club.. KFC + Our History - ~EnD~

2009-03-14T11:16:00.017+08:00

Kah Foong ~^^~

HoHo !! Yes Its you.. purposely put you in the last to write.. Cos I will alwiz put the most important person in the last to write de.. lols.. hahaha.. jz like the last frenz tat I gonna write also.. blek.. but not tat fast lo.. hehe..

After read my birthday post in ur blog that u written our RC life last time.. So touching while reading it.. Cos really remind me a lot of things last time... While Both of us took over RC society while form 5.. v started to look for new member.. that was so hard to actly look for another 6 person to join us for Camp Tutti Frattelli huh.. In such a short period.. Need to train out everyone to prepare for the Camp.. lols.. That was so hard o.. But 4 of us did make it !!! haha..

Ya.. I feel it also as what u mention in ur blog.. Without all ur help.. v wont make it so far.. Our STK RC Society will not be that scene once again!!!! I am not tat respectable as u say la.. What I have done is only revive back the Society.. The activeness of the society needs teamwork.. ^^

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~Camp Tutti Fratelli~

A lot of things need to prepare be4 this camp.. Our flag.. Name card.. and etc.. You are the 1 who design this all to us.. cos u r so creative.. and very good in drawing.. otherwise.. I am sure our flag will be very disgusting.. hahaha.. lols..

U r the leader for this Camp.. leads 9 of us to fight beside u for higher score.. U r giving a very good command while v r competing Marching.. V did perform well.. I knew it.. U deserve it.. Woot~! Just like the pic below.. yeah~!!!

Even V r not the winners for this camp.. But v did brings back a lot of sweet memory after a hard time huh.. well.. What I wanted to say is.. Nth is impossible.. as long as v have the same goals.. everything will comes true rite? c? v did do peace in this Camp.. ^^v lols.. Really hope to c all of us wear the uniform once again! ><

Even v have already quit RC Society quite a long time.. But our blood will alwiz have the cells as being 1 of the member PROUDLY.. Now.. and FOREVER!!!!

Our RC Society DEPUTY CHAIRMAN 2005/06.. Ur Spirit Will alwiz be with us Forever With honour.. Hormat /^^

Thanks to you for drawing us in this cool pic jz for my this post o.. That was so Cool man..

~RC RuleZ~

~EnD~

FriendS - PBSM club.. Gene -

2009-03-11T23:10:00.004+08:00

YA~! Its Eugene time.. hehe.. blek.. Our friendship started when Form 2.. consider quite long d hor~.. lols..

your are sitting beside when form 5.. Still remember v failed our English test once? and both of us get shock.. haha.. blek.. among all of us.. v argue the most.. But jz for a while only.. no big case be4.. woot~ So miss the life where v cycle to sch and ponteng life.. haha.. blek..

Wai ching you and me been to camp motivasi.. When tat time I am not feeling very well.. get bad fever and eyes get red.. but still have to go for jungle tracking + a long run.. Wc was already far away from us.. I know u also able to catch up v him.. but u choose to acc me bcos I am sick.. its raining when v having our long run.. v run across a road+ a big field.. and another long straight road only v able to reach b our camp.. The situation is still fresh in my mind..duno u remember or not.. but.. Thank you very much bro.. ^^

Glad to have you join in our RC Family o.. ^^.. Thx 4 purposely buy the unifrom to join us for the tutti fratelli camp.. appreciate it so much.. I still remember you are the 1 who work out the most to cook us dinner while at the camp.. All of us duno how to cook.. Cos all guys.. After cook rice.. duno what to do next.. and v decide jz to pour a can of sardin into the rice and stir it.. =.= lols.. but still have to eat.. hungry.. @@

Know that you cant really endure under the sun.. Cos u will sweat badly.. But after so many of times of marching + few camp that v have gone thru.. Nvr heard any Complain from you.. Woot~! Only saw u keep on work and dry up urself..

Our RC society Secretary 2005/06.. Ur spirit will alwiz be us with honour.. Hormat! /^^

All the best in ur study.. ^^

My 21st Birthday -Part 3- For You.. and MyesenTs ~EnD~

2009-03-10T20:59:00.017+08:00

Ok.. purposely left this part 3 to be post by today.. Of corse got reason de la.. Cos You have 4got my birthday.. lols.. omg betul.. But I feel like waiting hope to received ur wish.. So I choose to delay 1 day to end up my 21st birthday blog..

10 of March - 2:56pm.. When I was doing customer costing until fall asleep.. My handphone was ringing.. Finally!!! >_<.... received ur belated wish msg.. hahahaha.. great~! A wonderful precious gift from you for my belated present.. So happy and I appreciate it sooooo~ much.. ^^ thank you very much..

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Yawn.. Birthday present post time.. Wakakka.. Ok.. I will post the present that I have received by sequense la..

1st present - Xiao ping..

Thanks for your present ya.. I am the 1 who fetch u to mcD de.. so received ur present 1st lol.. haha.. U also feel paiseh cos still very early.. Its only around 10pm.. lols..

2nd present - Ysan

Ya.. received ur present from Lao Eh.. being told that you suddenly have to go ur relative open house.. No choice lol.. But thx anyway for your present.. Lols.. this dog is now living in my car.. Starring at me when I am driving.. haha... kinda funny deler.. so take a pic of it.. ^^
3rd Present - Chee hou, Sin Ying, Akai, Eguan, Eugene, Yin Siang and Lao eh..

Get this present from Chee hou.. Lols.. Even I nvr use perfume.. but I will start use when going out somewhere de.. thanks for all of u ya.. ^^ Woot~

4th present - Tuck Long, Wai Chung, Angel, KFC

A very nice signature pen o.. ^^ I really like it.. My name that engrave on the pen is in gold colour.. Woot~! tat was so nice.. The pen is now with me to work also o.. with my 1st signature on my diary.. yeng man! haha.. thank you very much.. ^^
5th Present - Daddy Mummy

Lols.. 2 Ang Pao from my daddy and mummy.. yahoo.. get some cash.. hehe.. blek=P

6th Present - Sister and her bf (Jimmy)

haha.. I finally get my 1st new white watch in my life d.. woot.. thanks to my sister and Jimmy.. and a card from Jimmy.. the card cost 20 dollars.. omg.. so expensive o.. and it can sing.. xD and also a card from my sister also.. ^^ thnank you..

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1st.. Thanks to my Family who alwiz support me no matter how.. I love u all.. ^^

2nd.. Thanks to all my Frenz who did spend out ur time to cele my birthday.. Woot~! specially thx to angel who hav to go b earlier.. but I appreciate so much cos I noe u hav to b early..and xiao ping also.. ^^

3rd.. Thanks to everyone who have wish me via sms or friendster.. yeah~! Glad to received all of ur msg.. ^^

4th.. Thanks to 1 of my Hong Kong frenz.. so surprise when u wish me.. Lols.. Ur birthday is 1 day be4 me.. so u remember mine.. haha.. icic.. happy birthday to u..^^

Ok.. that Will end of my 21 birthday blog v no regret d.. and about my wish.. It edy blew.. Hopefully.. It will comes true..

Thank you..^^

~EnD~

My 21st Birthday -Part 2- BrotherS

2009-03-09T22:29:00.009+08:00

9th of March - After Playin snooker alone.. Its almost 7:15 d.. So I start my car to Fetch kfc.. Being told tat he will have to feed his dog 1st and + take bath.. so I drive only 60km/hr on the road.. even motor also potong me.. lols..

Wait at his house for a while and yeah.. lets go to tuck long hse.. his grandmother ask me to drive slowly ya~.. so I drive only 20 while still at kfc's hse.. haha.. then only I pecut.. blek.. jkjk.. Yup.. as he say.. v crapped for around 1 hour only v go out..

Next destination.. KP snooker.. lols.. KFC vs Benn.. the pic below is a gift for KFC.. haha.. I dun even noe y I will hit ur cue until like tat for u.. hehe.. but U r quite chun also de ler.. woot~ lols.. v post the same thing ler.. blek.. but I am not pro ya~ I still alwiz miss to hit the white cue..=.= omg.. Also jz started to play with them while CNY.. ^^ beginner.. and at the same time.. Tuck long was watching badminton match..All right.. 10pm.. After meet v my frenz which just finish her work at that time.. then v r now heading to my celebration destination.. lols.. when everyone is here.. and here v all start chatting and having fun which include Lao eh.. Tuck long.. Gene.. KFC.. Teoh.. Yee Guan.. Wai Chung.. Angel.. Jian Yuan.. Sing ying.. and Xiao ping..

After V finish our food.. then Wc bring in my birthday cake.. lols.. quite surprise actly.. hmmm.. ok.. make wish time.. ermmm.. I have made a quite long wish for this time.. A serious wish that I have made for my 21st birthday even I know its not going to happen.. Kinda stupid to say so huh.. After blow.. I almost cry out bcos of tuck long u say tat.. " ok.. wish come true.. wish come true ya~.."When I heard it.. Its jz like u lights up the candle that I have blew off.. I was.. damn down tat time.. thx bro.. T.T

My birthday Cake.. with a hello kitty.. lols==

Tuck Long v bird pattern

KFC pass the present to me.. thx..

After Finish everything.. v go sino to save the world again.. left 4 dead.. Lao eh send kfc b after a while bcos his parents call d.. All of us sleep at tuck long old hse tonite at 4am.. Everyone was tired and get slept.. I am still listening to my hp music when tat time.. Suddenly feels like wana drink beer.. but no beer to drink.. Its getting quite and quite.. when tat time only I let go everything.. fall alseep after tat.. lols..

Wake up at 10am today.. been to eugene hse to clean up myself.. After fetch crystal.. then v go for bah kut teh as our breakfast.. After tat.. everyone go pat tor d lo.. Lao eh going b office a while.. then left only akai acc me go play snooker.. Lao eh come after akai leaving for work at 4pm.. V talk a lot of craps along the time.. Thx 4 entertain me again Lao eh.. V go back at 6:30pm..

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Cele my birthday v my family at kfc..(fastfood restaurant again) as usual.. after eat.. cake time.. Have to make wish again.. The wish that I have made.. hmm.. only know my eyes get red when making the wish.. tat's all.. received a big gift from my lovely sister and her bf.. and also my dad and mom.. thank you very much.. After tat back home and start blogging.. lols..

~To Be Continue~

My 21st Birthday -Part 1- YenZ

2009-03-09T21:05:00.010+08:00

8th of March - Wake up at 10am today.. Going out with yen shing.. Plan to watch the singapore movie.. So I reach there earlier to buy ticket.. But when its going to be my turn.. only I realize all is fully book.. accept the 11:55pm havent full.. omg..==

After yen reached.. V decide to go for brunch since there is nth else v can do d.. greenbox fully book.. even mve.. =.= 1st time in my life.. to eat at this bbq plaza at AEON..
It seems quite a lot rite? lols.. buthen y I am the who pay for it? hahaha.. Tot shud be paid by u? lols.. Some more u cant finish your food.. and I have to finish for u.. haha.. but nvm la.. use to it d la.. from last time until now.. ^< blek=P

After having our brunch.. U start to ask me what present I want d.. But how I noe o.. I say I wan a new expensive HP or new car.. but U say toys de ar? no problem..== But u have decide to buy me a new clothes.. V cant find any nice clothes over here.. so heading to sunway pyramid to look for it..

I jz realize that u purposely find the day be4 my birthday to cele v me.. I know u r busy v ur sch assign but u did spend the time v me.. Its actly enuf for me d.. present? no need d la.. ^^ hehe..
V r at the 2nd top floor of new wing.. u r staring the shop name..Haagen dazz.. and I know what will happen next d.. yup.. it really happen.. no choice la.. being v u quite a long time d huh.. lols.. blek.. ok.. lets go.. haagen dazz.. 1st time in my life again!
Cant really imagine this 2 small cup of Ice-cream cost RM23.. but luckily the stuff give me stuff price.. so get discount RM5.. RM20 still got balance.. consider worth la hor for haagen dazz Ice-cream? blek.. =.= blek.. but once again.. She cant finish her Ice-cream.. cos she say the flavour tat she ask for not nice.. and I have to finish it for u again.. but....LOLS.. really not nice.. xD

Its almost 6pm already.. So v decide to go b.. Fetch her home and go kp for snooker a while..

Thanks again to you cele v me + eat something that I have nvr eat be4(even I am the 1 who pay for it..blek..xD).. Its a very nice experience and its 1 of the most precious present that I have received for my 21st birthday.. ^^ haha..

Lols.. 4got to take pic v u yesterday.. So put this pic la.. ^^v

~to be Continue~

My saturday 7th of march..

2009-03-08T00:51:00.002+08:00

Wake up at 11am today.. after finish eatin bah kut teh.. as usual... I been to kp to play snooker alone again.. almost become part of my life when saturday d.. After 2 round of snooker alone.. received call from tuck long.. and go 2pm buy pants.. but i didnt buy la..

Then v rush to giant to become 1 of the aunt there.. go and grab the tops sabun hun.. cos very cheap.. only RM9.89 cent per 3kg bag.. each person only can buy 3 bags.. So I help tuck long to pay for the other 2 beg.. cos v only able to grab 5 bags.. lols..

After fetching kah foong and lao eh.. v been to sino play left 4 dead again.. mood is getting bad and bad whenever I am there.. Sorry tuck long.. I bad mood not bcos u alwiz hit the car.. its actly my own problem.. lols..

Everyone is going b after tat.. So I have my dinner v my parents and get home after tat..

well.. saw u on9 again.. ^^ u seems to be very happy tat time.. yup.. I noe wat have happen actly.. ^^ lols.. as long as u r happy la.. wat reason also no care d la.. I also nvr ask further.. just keep it on.. haha..^^

Anyway.. no worry about the result next week k? u will be fine.. I am sure about tat.. ^^ yeah~!

Resist the Pain..

2009-03-05T23:46:00.003+08:00

I was late for 20 min today.. wake up at 7:40am.. == when I wake up tat time.. I almost cant walk.. my leg is damn pain.. >< but I have no choice also.. have to rush.. really cant sleep well recently..@@ zzz

Reach company at 8:05am.. after a walk.. I start to feel tat my leg is not tat pain d.. Can walk as usual after few hours later..

Is this some clue telling me tat if u feel pain.. u have to cont go on.. only u able to resist the pain.. and if choose to sit.. then forever sitting there jz bcos of fear? hmmm..

okla.. write short short enuf d.. lol..

Final determination..

2009-03-04T23:02:00.002+08:00

When the time should Rain.. it Shine.. When should be Shine.. It Rain.. Apply to me.. When I wake up with hope.. it ends up a raining day.. today.. It's a raining feeling.. but its a bright and shine morning..

Is this means why my blog title comes about? Sun and Rain Form A Perfect Rainbow? and I am alwiz 1 of it.. But y I nvr seen any rainbow? Its been a while I nvr saw any rainbow d..

Today its the worst day I have.. Sleep at 4am yesterday.. having dinner with parents at a cafe in kp.. the songs that play by them so suits my feeling tat time.. Jz realize that whenever feeling bad.. listen to fast song will not help to feel better.. bcos seems like wana my myself to be happy.. but its not.. My head set doesn't work on me today.. zzzz....

There is no "wasting time" in my dictionary.. No! not this time.. Now I can make a conclusion on what I have ask myself in the previous "my determination" d..

Am I really have the strong will?
Yes.. I am..

So glad that I have made out my mind.. Even the situation is so critical..

Yup.. today play basketball.. but only able to play 1 and a half round.. I got my leg terseliuh (correct spelling?) ==: I choose to cont play.. But lose jor..=\ Went to lim teh v gene wc and ah kai at mamak.. then go back around 10:45pm..

hmmmmmm...

*sigh*

good nite la everyone.. my fellow brother.. and You..

U_U

My Weekdays Life

2009-03-03T20:40:00.003+08:00

There is 24 hours per day.. 60min per hour.. How I spend my time while weekdays?

Hmm.. let c.. my working hour start from 7:45 EARLY in the morning.. Therefore, I have to wake up at 6:45am.. Leave at 6pm.. Go for dinner and reach home at 8 something everyday.. I am actually spending more than 13 hours per day in my work place+ daily work..

My personal free time only start after 9pm most probably.. Surfing net.. blogging everyday.. and chat with frenz.. ermm.. dota.. ( really wana vomit d) 1 round is the maximum I can play with u all.. ==: and its almost midnite after all off this..

Its getting tired and tired.. But still fine for me.. Cos tat's the time I actly waiting for.. and finally c You on9.. Even sometime is kinda late.. but tat's the time I feel the time stop.. No longer feel tired..

I dun mind to sleep lesser.. cos at least I found that's worth me to sacrifise my sleeping hour just to chat v u.. Even sometimes u r kinda busy to reply my msg.. but its ok..^^

I do have some good time v my frenz.. V did play basketball every Wednesday.. But there are all busy recently.. So v did have a long time nvr play d.. =\ come on man! I still havent get use to my light speed shoes which jz bought while CNY.. still will feel wana fall down while running.. too light!! ==||| Feels like wana throw it away while 1st time wear.. cant get use to it made me unable to perform.. zzz @@ but now stil ok d.. hehe.. lol..

Sometime lao eh and ah kai will acc me go play snooker o.. tqtq ^^

That's how my life goes about everyday.. Thank you..^^

My Determination...

2009-03-02T21:39:00.008+08:00

The day after day.. I am not as moody as last few week d.. nvr show any emo face recently while goin out with frenz.. But it didn't mean I am recovery.. Its bcos I alwiz bring my "drug" be v me all the time.. which is my head set.. Without music.. I will getting bad.. Therefore.. my head set play a very important role in my life now.. especially while weekends..

I can feel that I am steping deeper while every single second pass.. But no matter how hard my life will be.. No matter how moody I will be.. I will endure to the end.. Even if I am not the chosen 1.. It will be very sad.. but with no regret.. ==:

Am I really have the strong will? lol.. really duno in this time which is facing YOU.. Seriously........

A rushing and tired+disappointed saturday

2009-03-01T21:35:00.003+08:00

Wake up at 9am.. surf net for half hours.. then start preparing stuff while waitin my sister b from a interview.. wait and wait and wait.. 2 hours pass and I start to feel rush d.. cos I am out of time.. My sister reach only at 1pm.. == fetch my sister to AEON be4 I fly to KLCC..

driving 140kmph which almost is my sister's car limit while at highway.. the petrol macam water.. @@ no choice.. cos I have to rush b be4 3pm.. But I am only able to reach KLCC at 2:30pm.. cos traffic jam is everywhere.. zzz..

So lucky that I got a parking easily while looking for parking.. Rush up and realize tat I dun have enuff money.. Therefore.. look for ATM machines to withdraw $$ be4 I look for the shop.. *Problem come* Maybank ATM machine show me " you are unable to withdraw money for the momment.. pls try again later.. CIMB ATM show me " this machines are unable to withdraw money" I start to get nervous d.. cos all CIMB bank user also cant withdraw money.. zzz.. try out others bank ATM machine also cant.. O well.. I feel like wana jump down from twin tower d.. and start thinking whether I can get any frenz send me some cash or not while trying the last ATM machine.. Which is the RHB bank.. mUakSSSSS.. tq.. let me withdraw $$ is this critical time..

Without wasting time.. look for reception counter to noe where is the shop.. its at 3rd floor.. just right facing down the reception counter.. Run up and look for it.. and.. haih.. sold out.. he ask me to check out at ISETAN outlet.. but get the same ans.. SoooOOoo~ disappointed!!!!!

look for a sit nearby the shop and rest for a while.. cos my leg started to get pain after a rush of running up and down..and feel very hot..@@ staring at the shop and start thinking wat to do next.. get into the shop and ask whether can order or not.. but its not available.. cos its limited.. after sold.. next time will come different design.. well.. no choice.. get a namecard from him with his hp number.. so next time can call him while new is in.. hopefully there is some stock reach which I wanted to buy..

leaving there around 3:45pm.. use the wrong exit while thinking wat to do next.. omg.. I am lost somewhere in KL.. @@ and somehow.. I reached Parvillion without realize it.. lol !!! didnt think too much.. after and bad traffic jam there.. straight get into Parvillion and look for it.. since being told tat Parvillion have the shop also.. hehe.. but the worse is.. this outlet nvr sell the stuff tat I want.. ==

driving very slow while b to klang.. almost fall asleep due to tireness.. and I havent get my meal whole day.. so decide to go pyramid eat 1st + try to look for it again.. buthen.. also dun hav..== choose to tarpao my mcD cos frenz waitin me at klang d.. hav to rush b again..

Been to NJ for dinner even i just finish my mcD for an hour++.. but still hungry.. go sino cafe to play game after tat.. 1st time almost fall asleep at cybercafe.. wana go look for u de.. but its too late d.. u edy b.. so decide to listen my hp song outside the cc for a while..

sleep at frenz old house today(saturday).. and I am the 1 who get sleep 1st.. lol.. no choice.. really very tired until headache.. @@

FriendS - PBSM club..The Bird Man -

2009-02-27T23:33:00.009+08:00

Chen Hong -committee of STK's PBSM-

Very familiar ler? ya.. its LAO EH~!!! lol.. y I have choose you to be my 1st blog frenz title over this side ler.. Its bcos U really mean something to me.. but I am not gay ar.. xD

I still remember while I study at STK.. I am not a person who really like to talk.. alwiz sit quietly and "Fa dai" alone.. and I alwiz being scold by my parents that I duno how to smile.. relative alwiz say me show lcly's face..== but actly I am not..

Until when I am in form 5.. and that's the year v really know each other.. At the same time.. u r sitting just right in front of me.. As usual.. I will alwiz in "Fa dai" situation.. and U~~ alwiz turn behind.. and start using ur bird language giving speech to me.. u r sitting in the 1st row.. ur neighbour frenz alwiz not around.. so I am the 1 who kena bcos I am not movin around also.. ==

U can just keep on talking to me even I have not giving any respond.. syok sendiri laughing while u giving me a bird speech..lol.. xD sometime u really talk something @#$&%*^ stuff which I really cant understand >< style="text-align: center;">
Draw by our elite frenz.. ~KFC~ ^^v

Ur patient is really I appreaciate

Thanks for everything Lao Eh.. May our Birdship will nvr end.. haha.. ^^v

~To Be Continue~

FriendS - My Sifu's 21st Birthday - Leong

2009-02-26T22:07:00.005+08:00

Leong, Me, Andrew LTC

Ya!!! After 2 days of sending my pc for repair.. I am finally back to my blog.. Yahoo! New title d o.. Hehe..

Today's blog is about my Sifu's birthday which jz pass while 24th of Feb.. Yawn.. paiseh.. now only post.. hehe.. Happy Birthday to you.. May all ur dreams come true ya..

Well.. while looking at this pic.. really refresh my mind about what v have done last time.. group study together( actly is chatting), while in class.. cant sit together bcos v alwiz chat without listening wats the lecturer was teaching.. lol.. remember v alwiz say" okla lets concentrate listen to the lecturer? and it only able to maintain for 5 min.. haha.. omg betul..

Also the time v spend together while playing basketball.. and having our dinner together at TBR after bath.. and go blizz dota!!! haha.. remember ur magnataur and my tidehunter kill 5 of them? but mostly is my kill 1.. cos i alwiz ask u go stun 1st.. hahahhaha!

So.. how was our association? got new member over there? but I sure u cant find any talent and genius member like me to join ur association d de la.. wakaka.. lol.. i really like the pic that I have put on the top.. The title really suits to our look on that pic.. haha..
Miss the life so much man.. Take care and all the best to u.. nice to noe and glad to meet u be my frenz.. Thank you..

The sweet memory while at TARC -Leong

~To Be Continue~

Failure Of Expression - Happiness - ~EnD~

2009-02-23T20:51:00.005+08:00

I will be very happy whenever U are happy.. No matter wat will happen to me.. I will always just hope to c u smiling EVERYDAY.. Just like yesterday.. Saw you smiling chatting with others. , Naturally, I smile out jz like tat.. Nvr go down and look 4 u yesterday.. bcos I am totally sick of tired.. later u cant recognize me.. ><

Hope not to c ur sad face.. even while taking picture.. bcos when u act sad.. its really looks sad.. Its seems to be not acting.. instead.. its seems like u really very sad due to something else.. ==:

Y is ur Voice so memorable? bcos I heard happiness from ur Voice even you are tired.. Ur Voice tell me tat u r a happy-go-lucky person.. and its actly glad to be know..

I am actly over there until 11:15pm yesterday.. Park my car at place that I think is the most safety place.. but.. its not.. omg.. Thinking tat how good if I am able to send u home everynite.. Honestly.. I really hope to be ur bf.. Able to Protect u no matter how!!! and Protect u by avoiding let u feel sad as what happen to u be4.. Bcos I believe myself Will Not Hurt u..

But......

Its very hard to Express wat I want to say while facing u.. I belif everyone feel the same.. whenever u met someone u really love, u will get shock, standing like a wooden while facing her.. rite? Besides, I am not leng chai la.. somemore got so many leng chai around u.. Wat to do? Fate~ It doesn't mean I give up! I will line up and wait patiently.. Am I have the chance to actly reach ur counter and Date u formally? once again.. Fate..

No matter what decision that u have made.. as long as you are happy with it.. I will always standing beside u and wish it will nvr end.. If you are sad.. I will prepare a nice warm pillow for u to cry out and get a nice sleep.. But hopefully it wont happen to u.. The only promise I hope u can give to me.. which is............... HAPPINESS..

Failure of Expression, Protecting Feeling, Voice, Happiness..

~The End~

Failure Of Expression -Voice-

2009-02-22T10:21:00.004+08:00

1st time heard ur voice and look at u in such a near distance.. and its at valentine's day.. called u once 2 days after valentine's day.. Even this 2 times that I able to heard ur voice is only a very short of less than 5 min.. But I have nvr regret bout it.. Instead.. I feel very glad edy..

Been to bukit tinggi twice yesterday.. and the 2nd time when v go bukit tinggi.. I am still at bukit tinggi while 11pm.. Looking it from the other side.. Just feel want to protect u even thought its quite far away.. hehe..

Yup Yup.. Yesterday dream on u.. v seems like being a very close long frenz edy.. Damn happy at the moment.. tat's wat actly I hope to be as wat I told u be4 rite? lol.. but get awake by frenz.. haiz..

6 month probation ended soon..

2009-02-18T22:21:00.004+08:00

After six month of probation.. Finally.. I almost can get my confirmation letter d.. Hopefully can get it on time.. Wow~! time pass jz like tat man.. Still remember I still goyang kaki be4 I start work.. Now edy 5 month plus I working in my company..

Around 4pm in the afternoon.. While I am busy doing my job which needed to delivered to our HQ in my warehouse.. I received a call from my admin department.. Being told tat the boss ask me to move up from warehouse to actly in sales department..

That's actly what being told while I come for interview.. I am finally in sales department.. My 1st step of my way to suceed in the field of Marketing finally begin..

But I have edy get use to my life in warehouse.. Now have to change new environment.. Its just like reverse everything to 0% again.. Very um seh dak to leave warehouse area.. but I will be in the warehouse to help whenever I got time.. tat's the promise.. ^^

1st time self shoot.. == while going for lunch.

Failure of Expression - The Protective Feeling Return -

2009-02-17T23:10:00.004+08:00

Its been already 3 years.. I did not have this kind of feeling.. Don't whether noe is this a good sign for me or not.. the feeling makes me feel bad.. and its getting worse and worse..

The worst is when v are heading to bukit tinggi.. Especially when playing games at shino cyber cafe.. Feels like very hard to breath jz to speak out a single word out from my mouth while sitting in front of the cc last sunday.. and I have a hard time at the moment..

Well.. I tot I shud be able to feel better after v goin b to klang.. But.. Instead of feeling of better.. I feel more sad.. Because I feel regret that I have not done what my sense would like to do..

Its just like jump into the water without swim.. drown deeper only feel regret.. that's my feeling for now..

Its a very serious feeling for me since I have exp it once be4.. Perhaps I have to take a very serious concern where what should I do next.. to prevent the same mistake happen.. I will put a lot of effort.. and all the best to myself..

~To Be Continue~

Valentine's day

2009-02-15T22:41:00.005+08:00

Few days nvr create any post d.. due to sick and tired.. yesterday sleep at tuck long hse.. so nvr update also.. lets refresh what have I done while valentine's day and today.. Lol...
Went out at 2pm.. to my frenz's restaurant to eat my brunch.. but its traffic jam.. and I am late.. Thx 4 the wait.. bcos I noe u r goin out at 3pm.. but I only able to reach there while 3:15pm.. Sorry~ ^^" But Thx again.. and the food is nice also.. The workers attitude also very good.. and you left after my drinks come.. xD

after havin my full brunch.. back to my 2nd hse (klang parade) to walk around.. sitting inside snooker place and wait for table.. tuck long only be able to reach after 1 hour.. while sitting.. there is a guy walk by me and ask.. "alone kah?" then I reply " ya alone.. u no acc me also" only he puas and chaoz.. zzz.. kena "suan sia" by someone tat I duno.. ==

Finally... my 1st gay partner reach 4 my valentine's day.. lol.. acc me play snooker 4 more than 2 hours be4 he join his family for dinner.. alone again after tat.. xD been to CC to dl song.. then wc, gene and lao eh reach kp.. v go for snooker again.. ==

At nite.. v been to NJ for our dinner.. akai join us after tat.. hehe.. v go for CC again.. to play counter strike.. xD long time no play liao.. nice ler? hehe..
Akai : y this milk seems like basi d?
Lao eh : Am i leng chai?
Tuck Long : how to solve this sudoku? ==
Gene : Raijin geng..
Wai Chung : sms~ mms~
Akai : wah.. leng lui.. nose bleeding..

before v go to Tuck long hse.. we go yum cha at eng ann round 2am.. and saw lao eh's racing car team over here as below pic.. hehe.. geng o lao eh.. keep it up xD
Lao eh tuck long and me keng sam xi while at his hse.. only wc fall asleep cos he is too tired after a working day.. ^^

that's it.. my valentine's story.. been to CC twice.. snooker twice.. and this year a bit special.. I gave a present to INC microsoft cyber cafe a valentine's day present.. which is my 8gb pendrive.. omg.. 4got bring b after use.. ==

~The End~

Failure of Expression

2009-02-12T00:21:00.003+08:00

20 Years old.. Pieces.. Soon to be 21.. Talkative person.. Alwiz being confident in doin job done well.. But a Failure of Express that what I wanted to say..

Not even have the confident to speak out to ask for a date v her.. And dun even have the confident to convince her to go out with me.. sad..

Have a little bit of phobia to speak with girl.. Alwiz need to think twice be4 i speak out.. cos scare say wrong thing.. hmmm.. tested once be4.. due to my carelessness.. left out 1 word did not type in my msg.. misunderstanding happen.. and that's it.. lost my 1st gf jz like this.. zzz...

Really really need to admit that myself is a Failure of expression.. Since i am weak of this.. Am I going to become a sucessful marketer? Yes.. I will.. bcos I do not have much time to waste..

Hopefully I can resist this all along the way of my working life.. And hopefully i have enuf time to resist it be4 everything is too late and get regret..

Nite nite everyone..

Chinese New Year jz pass.. lets rock and roll again!!! ^^v

2009-02-10T21:48:00.000+08:00

Well well well.. Chinese new year finish d lo.. happy boh? ==: 1 word to discribe for me right now.. omg!!!! jz plan v everyone where to go for buying new clothes last month.. now even Chinese New year edy pass.. sien lol~ even some of the memory for last year Chinese New Year is still very fresh in my mind.. it seems like jz happen not long ago.. lol..

Wat to do? Lets rock and roll again no matter is on study or working this year and look forward for next coming year Chinese New Year again LA!!!! yahoo~! \(^o^)/ haha.. blek=P

Nothing special happen today o.. Working whole day lol.. Only received lao eh's car around 4pm like tat.. hehe.. okla.. nite nite everyone.. ^^v

chu 15th ^^v

2009-02-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

After everyone gather at gene's hse.. Where we have gene, wc, tuck long, lao eh, crystal and me.. Reach 8 hao qiao around 7:45pm.. V have our dinner at the ikan bakar restaurant..

Its getting crowded while v walkthrought another side.. A lot of ppl start to pao their orange into the sea.. haha.. after a while.. tuck long and lao eh decide to lao orange d.. as below pic.. hehe.. buthen....... 1 of the orange that pick by tuck long which written name mimi is a guy.. haha lol.. omg betul..

I am Totally enjoy in this year Chinese New Year which I have nvr try be4 for so long.. A lot of interesting things happen while this chinese new year.. Lets refresh b.. 1st.. thx to gene and wc.. for keep fetching us all along Chinese New Year.. thx to lao eh.. for spending ur time and effort to rush down fomr batu 17 to gather with us.. thx to tuck long.. for entertaint us until beh tahan.. thx to kfc.. where helping us to create an interesting MV while at greenbox.. thx to crystal.. 4 joinning us having fun and ur manual fan jz now.. hehe.. At last.. thx to angel.. really glad to noe u this frenz.. so friendly and nice to chat with.. so hard to find a friend like u d la.. lol.. I appreaciate so much.. thx to eveyone.. and all the best to all of u.. ^^v

*FriendshiP RuleZ*

took some pic while tuck long and lao eh go lao orange.. xD

1st day + Jason Lee's Birthday

2009-02-08T23:05:00.000+08:00

Wake up at 11am again.. On pc straight after prepare everything.. 1st time chat v angel in msn o.. lol.. went out eat with gene at 1pm.. Wantan mee( extra large) hehe.. satisfied.. bcos v both starving like hell be4 tat.. sam join us after tat..

Today is Jason lee's birthday o.. is somekind of gathering over there.. hehe.. met a lot of high school frenz.. fetch akai with crystal by driving gene's car.. duno how to do side parking.. so crystal drive it.. XP~ paiseh kah.. go b after tat.. kfc was drunk while tat time.. somemore ask me go jason's room take blanket for him.. haha lol.. omg..

reach home at 10:35pm.. very well.. did not get scold by my mom.. hehe..

Happy Birthday again to Jason Lee.. ^^v

A very good feel of DaY ^^v

2009-02-08T00:32:00.000+08:00

A gift from Green Box.. noe what is it fill in? omg.. == wana noe go green box sing K ba.. xD

Wake up at 11 today.. waitin my dad drive back my car only I can go AEON.. Green Box day.. 8 of us.. which is kfc, boon kiat, weng sheng, jason, jeffrey, angel, crystal and me.. This is the 1st time sing K with angel and crystal.. and somehow, angel say she is not in singing, but perhaps i get cheated d lol.. hehe.. I only able to sing 3 songs.. >< The most interesting part is v become the new geng gor kam kok 2 star singer.. with our latest mv also.. xD very happy when tat time.. very funny while angel take tisu and sing when her turn.. lol.. v all enjoy..^^v While v still at AEON.. ter+meet with Eunice~ lol.. still the same.. alwiz like to scold chou benn kitt.. but use to it d la.. really got a long time nvr saw her d..

After tat v go eat yao yao bing.. jeffrey's "lit dong" chicken did not come and he paiseh to order again cos everyone edy finish the food.. hehe.. angel and crstal off earlier.. and bk going b also.. left jeffrey, weng sheng, kah foong and me.. 4 of us.. no need to think d la.. Left 4 dead time!!! haha lol.. Start from left and side.. V got tuck long, gene, me, jeffrey, wc, angel, crystal, and kfc.. ^^v

And bcos of tat.. v r late for dinner.. xD havin our dinner at BBK.. gene, wc and tuck long join us for this dinner.. woot~! ^^ after dinner v plan to go cele akai's 21th birthday.. while on the way.. kena play by crystal.. xD wana bang over when i drive beside her.. xD haha.. but no worry.. i belif ur skill also.. hehe..

Rush to buy gift and cake.. Then I send jeffrey back be4 I fly to my bro's birthday party.. left at 11pm.. send kfc back and b home.. get scold 9 9 by my mom.. ><

How I Wish I am here

我又回来了~

一年前的回忆.....

难得的一天..

繁忙又奇怪的一天.

嗯.....

12月31号

过去的回忆

~MeMoRy LanD2~

时间..时速..时光..

My 2 years exp

Distance..

Ermm.. Sighs..

Finally.. Decision Being Made..

Bro's 21st birthday woohoo~!

1 year and 7 Month Suffering.

The Way~ Of Appreciate...~

I Face my Death for few second.

My Chinese New Year Post 2010

Time, Weather, Place.

2 MonthS BLOG~ Part- 2

2 MonthS BLOG~ Part- 1

Need help~ pls advice~

Totally Suffering.. (cont)

A normal life is always the best?

9th September 2009 (Late Post)

What Kind Of Service Is This?

Lao EH's Late birthday + Chee Hou's Birthday ^_^

My Next White Planning.. x D

Independent Day..

~FriendS For Me~

FriendS - ***>>>YenZ<<<***

What a BUSY~~~ Sat~~~

Eugene 21st Birthday

Shop Shop Shop..

Wc 21st Birthday party

Sigh

AcciDenT after InciDenT

Sales at Centro

My Half Day Leave

Rush of the Day..

Jeffrey's 21st birthday + My sunday..

Stupid doesn't really exist..

sweet dream.. x D

~MeMoRy LanD~

Eat Alone

Worries in 2009..

o_o

1st Vacation v Frenz - Genting Highlands -

Snooker Day + Against My Half Pass Dead..

planning failed

Money Fly Day..

Exhausted..

A moody day for You..

Malaysia Drift

Ermm.. what to put for this title? lols..

The Longest blog.. ReMiX

Sushi King..

Frenz x D

Sing K day..

FriendS - VIP.. Pearly -

Power.. Fame.. Reputation..

A Tiring Day..

3 Days blog.. x D

Your Feeling..

FriendS - basketball pro -WC-

Finally... Get Promoted!!!! ^^

幸福 - 吉诗

A happy lucky Day..

The sun~ =.= @@..

A big MC for me..

FriendS - STK.. NTL

headache~>_<

Basketball day..

Sun and Rain form A Perfect Rainbow #1

Sick of Missing You..

Missing You..

FriendS - PBSM club.. KFC + Our History - ~EnD~

FriendS - PBSM club.. Gene -

My 21st Birthday -Part 3- For You.. and MyesenTs ~EnD~

FriendS - >>>YenZ<<<

What a BUSY~ Sat~