1 year and 7 Month Suffering.

1st.. I am proud to be with my company.
But..
I have to say that..
I already give up myself in this company..

After working for so long in this company.
I feel stress for nth.

My boss..
always say us no initiative to work for the company.
BUT..
while we have the initiative to work..
What we have get?
WE GET NTH!!!!!!!!!!!

I have work until 11pm before..
imagine is from 7:45am to 11pm at nite..
But what we get? zzzz..
Company wont think that is our initiative..
instead shud be a MUST for us..

company keep on makes me feel disappointed..
As a sales person in the company..
I do not have any petrol allowance.. FINE!
company say I am stil new in the company..
But even I request to claim back for car repair cost..
THAT also I cant get back!!

Thats WHAT I MEAN!!
we as the sales person.. we use our own car..
sometime even send heavy stuff to customer..
that is our initiative!!
BUT WAT WE GET????
0 (ZEROOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!)
my 1 month salary use just to repair my car??!
WTF!!!!!!!!

SO.........? Y shud I be so initiative???
any benefits to me???
So I dont really care now..
when is the time to back home..
I will just back home..

Even no matter how you are the 1 who paid me salary..
But do you fair to me?
my works are more than others..
but my salary are totally unacceptable.

we all work like hell everyday..
but every month still suffering with finance problem..
WHAT FOR??!!??!?!!

Is that to mean that fresh graduate can be threat as so??
Low salary with lots of job???

Am I going to get scold again tomorrow for nth?
Am I going to work like hell again tomorrow??
Am I going to failed my plan tomorrow cos of ur sudden job???

This few Q keep appear in my mind every sunday nite!!

ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY REAL INCOME IS ONLY RM1500!!!!!!!
AFTER JANUARY INCREMENT STILL IS RM15++!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DUN EXPECT TOO HIGH ON ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THINK OF UR WORKERSSSS MORE AS A BOSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DONT JUST THINK OF UR OWN BENEFITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OR ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOSE REALLY WORK FOR THE COMPANY
WILL DEFINITELY RESIGN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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The Way~ Of Appreciate...~

1- lose it only you want to appreciate.

2- appreciate it at the 1st right time.

Which 1 mostly ppl stand?

V know it by our own....

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My Trip To Singapore.

Lots of thing keep on appear while I plan to go Singapore.
My Company side.
My Finance.
My Parents.
Even Myself.

It was like stopping me to go Singapore.
Badly sick while last minute.
Car Broke down.
my Budget all goes to many kinds of Repair Cost.
Increment little.. no ang pao from Co.
Parents stop me going to Singapore.
and EtC...

But I just cant accept this small Failure.
I plan again!
v the budget I have now.
without wasting anytime.
I call to Singapore Hotel and also Coach Service.
Check & Go..

Sat-03.04.10
Reach Corus Hotel to wait for the Coach.
Feel very excited. Cos after So much thing happen.
I was here. Ready to go and look for you dear. ^^
My Bus depart at 3pm.
and I heard the bus driver talkin to other driver outside that:
I Meet You In Singapore.
and I jz cant imagine i am going to Singapore d.
Since I was like a Kampung Boy.
Where pork Dickson is the most far place i been.

Food was serve in the coach.
and there is toilet available.
Sits are comfortable. its worth to paid.
5 hrs journey.

Yup. I am here Finally.
Across the bridge. and its getting excited.
look around like a kampung boy. lols..

Destination : HarbourFront City Centre
My fon cant call out. no roaming.
look around to look for public fon.
and..... YA!! no need call le.
Cos you found me. lolss..
tq dear.. xp

shop around there for a while.
and wow.. there was so many kinds of chocolate there.
but i nvr buy any.. =p
We have our dinner at mcD nearby ur hse.
send you back home around 1am.
and myself. be a homeless guy for tat nite.
cos i only book hotel for 1 nite which is sun. not enuf money.
So I rest nearby the 24hr mcD.
Walk alone at the street.
But i feel secure.
Sit v few guys which sleeping over there.
and I look at the sky.
I feel very calm even I am damn tired.
Cos I am here. stepping Singapore land.
*I make it here.*

I stare at the flat which you stay until the next morning.
and ya!! v meet again. xp

Have our little breakfast and get to check in my hotel.
after shower.. *fainted* fall asleep le. =p
too tired le o.

v have our dinner at a restaurant in Bugis.
at my dear not feeling very well.
So we go back rest earlier.

and Tick.. Monday d..
zzzzzzzzzz..........
have to go back le. but dear stil not feeling very well.
make me so worried bout u.

Everything too rush.
not much pic i have taken.
Only know that. I feel very bad while the bus reversing. cries~
slowly and slowly getting far away from you.
until when I reach KL. everything back to zero again.

But v appreciate the time v spend together.
and thank you dear for taking care of me while i slept.
It was a sweet time.
Muackks~ xp

and very surprise that you have place a present for me into my beg.
as my birthday present. lols. hehe. blek=)

I Love You Dear... <3

Here is some pic that I have took in sg.

My 1st pic in SG.. jz reach at 9:00pm

the place that dear found me. lolss..
take this pic while going back.

HarbourFront

When Taking this pic feel very bad. sob.
cos going back le.

The way going back to Johor. :(

My present from dear ^^v

Sign Board in the Coach toilet.
Lols...

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