1 year and 7 Month Suffering.

1st.. I am proud to be with my company.
But..
I have to say that..
I already give up myself in this company..

After working for so long in this company.
I feel stress for nth.

My boss..
always say us no initiative to work for the company.
BUT..
while we have the initiative to work..
What we have get?
WE GET NTH!!!!!!!!!!!

I have work until 11pm before..
imagine is from 7:45am to 11pm at nite..
But what we get? zzzz..
Company wont think that is our initiative..
instead shud be a MUST for us..

company keep on makes me feel disappointed..
As a sales person in the company..
I do not have any petrol allowance.. FINE!
company say I am stil new in the company..
But even I request to claim back for car repair cost..
THAT also I cant get back!!

Thats WHAT I MEAN!!
we as the sales person.. we use our own car..
sometime even send heavy stuff to customer..
that is our initiative!!
BUT WAT WE GET????
0 (ZEROOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!)
my 1 month salary use just to repair my car??!
WTF!!!!!!!!

SO.........? Y shud I be so initiative???
any benefits to me???
So I dont really care now..
when is the time to back home..
I will just back home..

Even no matter how you are the 1 who paid me salary..
But do you fair to me?
my works are more than others..
but my salary are totally unacceptable.

we all work like hell everyday..
but every month still suffering with finance problem..
WHAT FOR??!!??!?!!

Is that to mean that fresh graduate can be threat as so??
Low salary with lots of job???

Am I going to get scold again tomorrow for nth?
Am I going to work like hell again tomorrow??
Am I going to failed my plan tomorrow cos of ur sudden job???

This few Q keep appear in my mind every sunday nite!!

ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY REAL INCOME IS ONLY RM1500!!!!!!!
AFTER JANUARY INCREMENT STILL IS RM15++!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DUN EXPECT TOO HIGH ON ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THINK OF UR WORKERSSSS MORE AS A BOSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DONT JUST THINK OF UR OWN BENEFITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OR ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOSE REALLY WORK FOR THE COMPANY
WILL DEFINITELY RESIGN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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