Need help~ pls advice~

Guys.. really need your help this time..

Please give me your precious advice..

For my final decision..

2 Choice to be choose..

1st - Buy car..
its as what I wanted to have since so long..

But.. IF.. I buy..
My monthly income will be JUST enough
to cover monthly general expenses..
No more entertainment..
No more snooker..
No $$ buy new stuff.. not at all..


2nd - Not to buy car..
well of course is not I wanted to choose..

But IF nvr buy..
my life will be better off..
at least to have extra income to be spend every month..

But cos of have extra income to spend..
I cant really c I did save lots of money..
Even didnt buy car..
Cos keep spend for general used..

How???
Buy?? or not to buy??

Your respond are highly appreciated..
Thank you.

PS: thanks TL.. for alwiz giving me advice..
I feel better le.. and started to get use to it d ^^
thx bro..

and..

Welcome to my world.. OL.. x P~

~Peace~

Totally Suffering.. (cont)

Suffering..
In terms of what?
In my Job of corse..
>_<

The Week before raya..
When in the meeting..
My boss given me 3rd times pressure..
I was now..
as same level as my superior?
All new customer will be handle by me..
(But superior is alwiz my superior)
My colleague gratz me..
Cos before this..
I was just helping my superior to settle small thing..
But even they gratz me..
I was totally blank.. O_O

Can.. can I do it?
I really dont know..
I was damn pressure that time..
It will be very tough for me..
Cos everything will be new to me..
????????????
Lots of Q mark on my head..
and honestly..
I just cant accept this.. @@

But can I say I cant?
No.. I cant..
I still have to move on..
Headache for 2 weeks..
Really under pressure..
It change my life..
I have no mood to play basketball now.. @@
Even is my fav sport..
I have not enuf sleep everyday..
I dream my boss face..
and I get shock and wake up for twice..@#
SWT..

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*After Raya*
Everything comes urgent..
projects given by boss..
All seems to be mission impossible for me..
and due date is at tues's meeting..

Rush like hell..
I sleep at 5am while monday..
Cant sleep at the day..
try to modify my project..
@@

When in the meeting..
everything seems to be going well..
thx god..
can I call myself james bond? sigh..
I fall alseep in the meeting room for 15 min after the meeting..
Finally can relax a bit..
Sigh..
Really damn swt..

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Yesterday Morning..
Boss wana meet me in his room..
then he start chatting with me..
ask me lots of Q..
Only wana post 1 sentence that I think is the main point he wana tell me..

U r the company product..
Benn = Product..
what kind of Product that U r going to sell??
U Decide Ur Own..
I get it Boss.. No worries..

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My boss was a very powerful guy in the group company..
And also a very famous guy..
Whenever I been to any other Kian Joo group company..
They will definitely tell me this..
U have 4low a very good boss..
dont give up..

I know it..
So I try to catch up with his speed..
I try to 4low him..
But I just cant endure now..
I step too much..
and I cant handle anymore..

I going to give up..
My mentality very unstable now..
confident drops..
Ermm.. buy car?
Need to think twice now..
Swt..

***Sigh***

I wana back to study life..
I was regret to come out earlier..
But I have no ways to turn b..
and I will STILL try my best to succeed..
Wish me all the best.. U_U

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~End~

A normal life is always the best?

How much a 21 years old young man can think of?
How much things that we have gone thru?
Can we talk about life?
Yes..
We are..

From what I have gone thru since this 21 years..
A lots of things keep on changing..
What makes us feel of all this changes?

From :
A relationship..
Friendship..
Even in games..

What are the main cause?
Time
Is technology affected?
Yes..

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When U r in A Relationship in past..
while u dont have a car to fetch ur dear..
What you all will do?
Take bus?
Take bus better feel?
Or u drive ur dear out better feel?
But of corse drive is more convenient..
and able to travel more place..

I feels like walk, take public transport..
It makes our relationship more interesting..
Cos of sometime have to chase bus?
lols..
Drive is some kind of constant life..
For me..

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When we are in sec sch..
We all cycle to school..
some of us even share 1 bike..
We wil gather together..
only head to school..
Tat's 1 of the reason y our relationship is good..
But for now..
Everyone was driving..
distance between us..
cant be seen..
can be feel..

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This is a new feel recently..
Which can be added into this post..
When we are in low lvl that time..
We need each other help..
only we able to kill..
But after we get a higher level..
helps.. is not necessary anymore..
it makes a distance as well..

But its glad also.. at least know u r strong enuf to take care of urself..

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Now only I understand WHY~~
My dad say this to me:

I dont need much..
I just want to have a normal life..
my responsible..
its to earn enuf to take care of this family..
its to make sure everyone grow healthy..
Extra money buy some lottery..
that is enuf for ur daddy..

Starting I was weird about this..
There is a company who would like to hired my dad for double salary..
But my dad didnt go..
and stay at the old company for more than 40 years..

You have choose not to work in pressure..
and since you are going to retired..
Really understand..
That's the reason y my mom live happily..
Thanks dad..
I am glad that mummy have choose you as her hubby..
and you are my Hero..

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But for me..
Dad..
I was suffering rite now.. T_T

~To Be Continue..