My Next White Planning.. x D

YA!

My installment bill for New Hp finally come..
means that I have use it for 1 month d..
As what I mention be4..
Will introduce to u all if it is nice..

Here is my comment for my new HP..
Speaker : Average.. (not too loud, not too soft)
Camera : Good.. (have a big screen)
KeyPad : No Regret! @@
Touch screen : 1st time use touch screen, not so sure.. ok gua..
Lights : Great~
Function : Full.. include everything.. Fb, Fs etc..
Appearance : Fully No Regret!!!
Worth to buy? : yeah! worth to buy..
Model : N97..

Know some of you all looking for new HP..
So this is the phone I introduce lo..
U may show your bro this blog also o TL..

Pic :

Touch Screen Mode

KeyPad Mode (now u noe y i say hard to sms u when i driving d? @@)

Camera Mode

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Planning is a good way of making our life better off..
and meaningful..
without any planing, life seems to be bored huh?
I have my own white watch now,
white clothes, white shoes,
Even white hp,
So.. what else?
yeah..
a white car..
blek!
planning.. planning..

I like white colour,
But dont have chance to buy..
Cos my mom dont like white colour..
easy get dirty..
but now cos my mom say I use my own money..
Buy whatever u wan la!
hahahhaa.. ok!
1 lum sum.. all in WHITE!
x D

Independent Day..

Tomorrow is..
The most difficult days for me..
My superior are still on leave..
My Production colleague also on leave..
My boss will not be around tomorrow..

Have a long meeting with boss until 7pm today..
All jobs has been pass to me..
Everything are new job for me..
1st time to handle..
Is the most challenging day for me..

If I succeed tomorrow..
My life will be better off in the future..
If I failed..
I am dead..
because everything needed urgent and important..

My superior and boss are worried bout this..
But they trusted me..
I will have to do my best tomorrow..

Then go dragon with no worries v frenz!

This is wat will happen tomorrow..! YA!!!!

*~pressure~*

~FriendS For Me~

Y frenz so important to me?

Y I wrote every of u in my blog?
Its Because~
I found the importance of Frenz in my life..

Last Sat Night..
Its my colleague farewell day..
when we are gathering that time..
I received a call from gene..
and another call from wc or lao eh.. forgotten..
I was very glad that time..
But very sad.. I cant join them as usual..
At the cafe that time..
I was holding my fon tightly..
Really wana call you all about what's happening over there..
But duwan disturb u all.. so nvr call..

I used to sleep at gene's hse while sat..
but tat day I slept at my colleague house..
Really cant use to it even I sleep at the guess room..
when tat time already 3 o clock..
so never call gene even I wana back klang..

Sun morning..
colleague ask me dont back 1st..
play basketball later..
and at the same time..
received a call from gene again..
haih.. I have no choice.. I dont have car that time..

Spending my weekends at PJ kelana jaya..
but my heart are at klang..
I damn miss you all when that time..

This sat they have another event again..
I have no choice to join cos they are all sales group also..
but I will off early this time..

After working 11 month in the company..
I become stronger..
Being scold..
Being cheats..
Gossip bout me..
Face tough customer..
Face tough colleague..

I have no problem bout this..
gonna immune soon..


BUT..........
I cant face to lost any of my frenz around me anymore..
I really appreciate you all..
Even is only few of you..

lost 2 frenz recently..
This 2 frenz are very special to me..
1 is a frenz from primary sch..
another frenz.. I will just keep it for myself..

Sad..
Are we going to get it back as normal as be4?
I have no idea..
and I have no time to think of it now..
My superior was on leave for this whole week..
A lot of thing needed to be follow up tightly..
Have to rest earlier..

Nitess ~FrenZ~

~RuleZ~

Yes!.. x D

FriendS - ***>>>YenZ<<<***

Kinda Long nvr touch in this post d..

Bcos I am preparing this post for quite a long time..
Just to write out everything I wana say..
Which I have keep inside for this 7 month..

** ** **
1st -
Conversation with U : at MsN
Time we Met : Year 2004
Place we Met : The Store
Movie With U : Polar Express

** ** **

September 2006

I was studying at Tarc when that time..
and U come over to accompany for the 1st time..
U are well prepared..
With some makeup..
With a pack of Chocolate Milk for me..
Its My Favorite..
and.. Its still cold..
I was so glad when that time..
Thank you..



** ** **
May 2007 - May 2008

Yup..
The year that U join Tarc with me..
The day be4 Ur 1st day of College Life..
Threat U eat at Wangsa Maju..
As some kind of Urge for U..
Hope U get good result..
and U did it!.. ^^

That's the time our relationship get closer..

Together.. V go for
*Dinner
*shopping
*swimming
*Study

and Celebrate all festival for the year..

Dinner time..

Swimming..


Shopping..

Going to college..

Christmas Day..

** ** **

April 2009

I was ask by Angel a Question
A : Y u always dont know what to eat?
What u always eat with ur ex last time?

Ermm.. I am stun.. speechless..
Night time..
I start to refresh back..
Only I realize..
Mostly.. Are only mcD
................... Sorry.. Yen @#


Memories with U are mostly everywhere..
Last 2 month..
Been to Genting Highlands with gene they all
and I start to remember the time we spend at GH last time..
Especially the buffet restaurant..
But when I was at Outdoor Themepark..
I feel Weird.. Y I cant remember anything about us at Outdoor..
Its because of..
V never been there..
Wanna save money..

I found out when that time..
Where..
V cant use money to buy back memories..
But..
V can spend it with our beloved to gain sweet memories..
Its a precious..

So moody when that time..
*Sigh*


** ** **

Monopoly Game

V always play it while in the hostel..
U so trust me even I playing cheats..
But U always win..
After the game finish only I tell U I am cheating..
But U will be more proud..
Cos I play cheat also cant win U..
Lols..

** ** **

U dont like me to call U Doraemon..
Because U Think that I say U looks like it..
Actually.. Its not..
What I know is..
When I am sad that time..
U will always stay beside me with a Sad Face for a while..
Then comes v a smile to me..
to make me happy..
Is that looks like how doraemon threat Nobita?
Its actually Ur attitude.. not Ur appearance..
I mean..
But U dont know this..
I never tell U..


** ** **

1 of my dream when I was a kids..
Is to learn Violin..
My parents Wont allow me to learn..
but U make my wish comes true..
By borrow me money..
I just Cant Imagine That..
I was holding a Violin..
Which belongs to me..

I play a very bad Happy Birthday song to U..
But U clap for me..
.......Thank..you..T_T

Almost 1 year never touch my violin..
Its time for me to cont learn..
I still hope to play a nice Birthday Song to U..
Who makes my wish comes true..
Truthful.. hopefully..
There is A Day for me..


** ** **

~The Promise~

last year before Chines New Year..
I was ask to do some research..
As a return.. I get a RM10 Starbucks voucher..
I show U the voucher..
and U was so happy and ask me to threat U..
Sure.. No problem..
Voucher Exp Date : 31st May 2009

29th May 2009 -Friday-
When I cleaning my stuff that time..
This voucher is still in my wallet..
Cry straight away..
I break my promise to U..

30th May 2009 -Sat-
So glad that U are willing to go out with me..
At KLCC..
Met Mei Zhi over there..
(the day I bought my speaker)
We have a long chat at starbucks..
The Drink that U order..
Taste Really Bad..
But I exchange mine with Urs..
I think that's the last thing I can do for U..
I am suppose to use the voucher..
But... I didnt..
I choose to keep that with me..

Finally..
I do threat U for starbuks..
Just..
Not as ur Bf..
and perhaps that its too late and meaningless..


At Nite..
While I send U back that time..
I show U this voucher..
and ask for apologize that I break ur promise..
and tell whatever I wanna tell U..
and U r crying..
What is that means?
Obviously.. I really did wrong..
1st time cry in front of girl..
I think U get shock also..

Actually..
I did cry quite a few times when the 2 years time..
but I cry because I am too touch..

*Ur effort of come over here to acc me..
*The day U join Tarc..
* The violin..
* The ways U threat me..

..................Thank you...
** ** **
Honestly.. Yen..
I really really Thought I am a good Bf for U..
Where always make U laugh..
But at the end.. V all the above things..
Only I know..

Its not because of I am a good Bf..
Its actually because of U are a good Gf..
.....Sorry..

** ** **

I feel damn guilty to U..
and I think when the time we choose to split peacefully..
Its a good choice..
So I wont hurt U again..

** ** **

I know that U never know I did blogging..
That's why I wrote everything inside here..
All this has been keep inside my heart..
For quite a long time already..
I feel so bad when think of it..

And I am glad that..
There is a place for me to shout my story out..
Because I am not good in express what I gonna tell..
I always keep everything inside me..
I will try to let go everything thru my blog..

** ** **

>>At last..<<
I would like to say that..

Even.. I ask for Ur apologize.. U did..
But I never intend to forgive myself..

I am willing to do anything..
Or give u all my luck..
Just to see U happy.. now and Forever..
and Never meet a BASTARD like me in Ur Life anymore..

Thank you for everything.. and Sorry for everything..

God Bless U.. Yen..

~Ended~